Adventurer
#15
31 июля 2004 |
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Editorial - elph: offering myself...
elfh/cyberpunks unity offering myself... by elfh turned into adults children could be dreadful with their silence and tho- rough penetrating severity of stare. while a lot of adults, who still remain children in their heart of he- arts, often suffer from the at- tempts to understand the structu- re of the world, surrounding them, exploring not toy soldiers and cars, but the laws of existence, falling in- to pieces, with every step they do. my toys are not silent anymore, they are not lying in disorder aro- und me. they move, cry, scream, feel, find harmony in all - devouring chaos, sleep in cocoon, like a larvae, when the void advances, and move together, according to the in- visible logic, realizing their des- tiny. i don't want to play them any- more, losses could be too much, be- cause every broken off particle ta- kes away a part of me. adventurer is not less alive than you or me. even if he lives only in our consciousness, not having it's own physical body, i believe, this side of our existence is what stays after us, growing and giving birth to a new life. the body itself is not mea- ning very much. well, i would like to give him mine, at least for some time, to let him feel your attitude, to get more food for further growth. but that means, that to- gether with me, with everyone of us, devoting ourselves to him, he will experience all development pe- riods, that are awaiting searching human being on the way to eter- nity. you can offer something to him, show him your world. maybe, that will influence his further fate, but maybe he will simply pass by. in any case, i'am sure - he likes to give himself out, unconsciously, not for- cing anyone to anything, but at the same time rejoicing, when there is someone near, who understands him, and shares his feelings. we will help him for a long time more. i don't know what is the age of one, who is not counting time, but i'm al- ready starting to feel, that adven- turer was ever.
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