Miscellaneous - This is what I’m telling myself, I guess.

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By: macros     
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you betrayed us all.                     
                                        
you swore your love for Paragraph.             
                                        
and what did you write on the bird?..           
                                        
^^ - this is what I say to myself,
probably.                               
                                        
really, what did I do - I
the bird wished the newspaper all the best and
keep up the good work! you can yourself
imagine this?! keep hitting
Paragraph - that's probably what I meant to them
wished!  of course, in fact I -
pisishnik.     even more than that -
I've never been a spektrumist. me and
There is no spec, only an emulator.
I don't know how to program either.  and
I never could. and how I make a magazine
- I’ll explain.  I have one like this on my PC
program.  she knows all the z80 commands and
understands how they work. I explainprogram, what do I want to get on
exit.  and she just _overselected_ _everyone_
sequences of commands writes to me
_ideal_ program in processor codes
z80.                                    
                                        
like this.  I am evil, and if I am not
eradicate, I will kill Spec.  you and everyone
stage.     keep this in mind.
                                        
how could it be otherwise? if I do such terrible things
things, then how can I be a spektrumist?
no, think about it!.. even theoretically -
no way.                                  
                                        
take a closer look - from the spaces between words
pictures emerge. they glorify
pts, and nothing else. any of my actions
aimed at destroying everything
associated with zx.
                                        
damn why?   why are you
forcing us to choose? choose between
A paragraph and a bird?  between, in your opinion
opinion, good and, in your opinion,
bad?  Do I owe something to someone?
I forgot, and you were offended?
                                        
you don't give a damn, you can go to work tomorrow
pc, well, if not tomorrow, then right away
only you will have it. and you scream
for some reason louder than everyone else, you make a choice for
us.    you bastard, here you areWho.
                                        
yes, I'm evil.  just like a bird
I ran into the Paragraph, I ran into
Adventurer.                             
Chasm treated it the same way
Alex Xor.  so maybe me too
bird. I send myself out in envelopes, my
circulation 300 copies.  I penetrate
the most remote corners of Russia.
                                        
let them know about me, and not about what
I'm writing.  I'm writing about nothing. absolutely
empty text. I'll tell you how I got it
I'm writing. I have such a program on PC. she
knows the 866 encoding and has a built-in
dictionary I explain to her what text I want
get at the output, and she _brute force_
_of_all_ words writes me perfect empty ones
texts.                                 
                                        
pussy for study and work!  true
true!  This is where I learn to hate.  and
destroy.    this is where I work and
I'm making myself paranoid.  at least that's it
something, on Spec and this is not the case.
                                        
I don't want to reject progress. daily
The network is flooding me with dozens of letters.
girl from city N, she writes to me
every day.  she is dear to me, and I am dear
to her.  and there’s nothing between us, nothing at all -
network.  only I've had it for two days now
this internet is over. it's okay, I
I remember about her, butshe remembers me. internet
will appear soon, and we will be together again.
                                        
now that smart one is working in parallel
program.  she's just texting a girl from
city N letter, which will explain
why didn't I answer for so long?
                                        
you know, I have a lot of things here. I
I don’t know why, but you yourself know
how nice it is when there is a lot of something. let
it will happen, and don’t ask why. everything
anyway, you and I will not understand each other. at
I have ansi 1251, and you have 866.
                                        
like this.                                
                                        
goodbye everyone on the other side.