---------- Track: rulez(nsh)-ii By: 1OaugO2 ---------- from: baby -- So, on a sponsored collective farm, where do we go? 10-20 people were sent to help in sowing and harvesting....-I worked a shepherd... it happened... Just during this period when we arrived, there was a need for to the shepherd...well, during distribution by work - asked: who can he ride a horse...? Well, for me all kinds of work collective farm plan seemed very unpleasant-unattractive..., although after university I was not a white-handed girl, but ...village unkemptness stationary...repulsive...morally... And when I heard such a proposal... Something just flopped around for me!!!- something romanticcowboy, rollicking... in short, that's what I mean I couldn’t dream..., at all, imagine yourself on a horse....=&!)...wow!!!if not igogo)))!!! Yes, and with my hyper-freedom-loving soulful)) and the opportunity to squint from boring stationary work, in favor of VOLE in open field)) - it was...what happens once every life, probably... when, unexpectedly, everything turns in a way you wouldn't even dream of could))... In short, my spirit, naturally, is... captured )) ...iiiiii... ))) natural timidity and modesty)) began to turn into stone a rope tied to a DREAM))...and pulling her to the bottom of the future sad regrets))... Oh,))) even though I was stretched high style...but, in fact, Macro is for a reason burst open)), it’s just that with all this I have, really, really strong and multidimensional emotions. In short, I'm...outside....just asked like, “can I”... Well, of course, they started asking about mine past riding experience)))-in the zeroness of which, I honestly admitted...)) Yeahhh...Macro...-these times are worthy so that every second would be described volumes)))... can you imagine - I’m not even close could have guessed at the time that this is the beginning of dramatic changes in me and in everything that is closely connected with me, in in particular, in my life))... Ooooh *exhales* In general, I persuaded that I’ll try, I’ll learn.. I’ll run the farm, aaaand ...... Yes.....! This is a separate STORY...(( ........................................ ................... In short, with this beginning, I’m all three years of service after college, starting from spring to ending in the fall (sometimes deep) grazing cows fields and meadows around villages on border of Permian and Sverdlovsk regions... Behind this short phrase andthat one is hidden the period in which they occurred in me changes in mental perception otherworldly, formerly, world... This world is not even a VILLAGE, but a bright, powerful one contact me with that hidden past, REAL,..Real wild, natural, cruel, subtle, tense....and, therefore moreover, forcing all my development ...having the ability to development, ability...!! It is during this period when you are whole you are in contact day and night only with natural surroundings - fields, forests, rivers, rain, heat, animals, insects, smells, cuts, bonfires, and...... .........V...R...E...M...I.................. ...................-many, many time - first it is patient, then gets bored, then depresses, then infuriates, well then a calm one appears dissolution in it, in this phase, like once it was born some kind of spirituality was happening saturation with some wisdom unconscious, and.....!!!! awareness confidence in what and how to do ... It wasBEGINNING... Yes, and what is also important, when I arrived to the city, to work and continued his activity in K6 - this CONTRAST!!! - it’s so a strong feeling did not fit into the head, how is this maybe..?..probably one of these -dream...but what...? And significant component of the general contrast-social..., I was I'm amazed at how different people live people, how much more difficult it is there ,far from cities, from service, comfort..., but ,how much more meaningful, important work right there the most basic necessities are produced products... In short, I thought a lot about social structure of the world, about justice...exactly after seeing everything from the inside with my own eyes, and not only saw, but also passed through my life... In general, the result was the solution is to restore)), partly, this justice...-those historical, for me, move to village in Belarus...There I spent 3 years gaining from cover to cover of all the wealth that filled me spiritually, mentally, but partially deprived parts of health physical-combination exorbitant physical loads in combination with mental-->heart sank..., something began to slow down, jam... Already worked as a milkman - this actually... something... I can write a book))) about this period... Conclusions and generalizations later))
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