Thoughts - Macros.

                                     
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Track: Sun music                        
By: Macros     
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  We are used to scolding everyone. That's Raver's,
then Chasm's, then Kristoph's... Not good
this, of course.  Here Raver - and what would you
wrote in his place? Or is he wrong? Not
Everyone can learn Russian. C
on the other hand, it is wrong to force
us to write magazines in English.
But there is some truth in his words,
agree.  Besides, how right
written in one of the Lamergy issues,
look where it all started. And he started
that's all...                              
  Chasm... Oh yes! Very bright personality
on Speck. Moreover, after he
wrote in Adventurer#13 I personally became him
respect very much.  Yes, we are in vain
we scold him.  After all, Chasm is
a bright personality worthy of respect. We
we write that he is a freak, and the like
things, but look what he's real
does for Speck!He doesn't go anywhere
he cares about this platform. I personally wrote,
that the "Ottyag" section in Adventurer is a must
die, but what would the magazine be without her?
Imagine the 13th issue of Adventurer without
"Ottyag".    That's it, so how
Alff said correctly, "you need more
be tolerant of the division of Vova."     
  Kristoph... Oh, they rolled him all sorts of ways
in Lamergy and in ZX-Time. Now I'll tell you my story
opinion.   Personally, he seems to me
a sort of Decl who runs around the stage
and shouts: “I don’t see your hands!” And to him
answer: “And you jump!”                
  This is all good. More precisely, bad. good
already throwing mud at each other.         
  Today I will throw mudat myself, and
I'll tell you what a bastard I am.          
  Yes, you all know me as good
the boy who makes the magazine, the muse
writes, well, in general, such a person
creative.  Doesn't drink, doesn't smoke, doesn't swear
swears.  Yes, I want to be like that and
Many people imagine me this way. But
now I'll tell you what I am like
actually.                             
  And I'll start from the very beginning.            
  I remember myself back in my school years. Class
seventh, if I'm not mistaken, but I'm not sure.
My dad and I bought a Spectrum cassette
128. Iwas then in almost everything
complete nop and we waited quite a bit
a long time until they connect it to us
to the TV. But one day
a kind uncle, Papa’s acquaintance, arrived, and
I attached a video input to the TV. And something
messed up, because with contrasting
colors on light paper the screen went away
to the side.  In general, it seems that it was necessary
rotate the horizontal synchronization knob,
Yes, but I didn’t know then where he was
is located, and in general, TVs are not
figured it out :)                             
  There you go.  The first games that worked
load - there were Firebirds and Mago in
caricamento.  I remember mine very well
first impressions.  I remember playing
joystick, as I was looking for buttons
control... Yes, there was complete rulez.
Then they bought game cassettes, well, in
Overall, it was quite interesting.  I
slowly began to write something on
BASIC, without knowing it at all, computer
started to glitch because there was mikruha
not soldered, it really infuriated me. Well,
I have already described all this in one of
numbers in the article about the upgrade, so
I won’t go into detail.       
  School is a place where a person should
corrupt.     This is her official
purpose.  The human mind must
lead him into a meaningless direction so that he
at this age, God forbid
think.  Therefore, every day my
the mind became more and more disintegrated.   I
joked as best he could, within
decent, of course. In general, now
I could be great
faceless unit that brings benefit
to your state.                     
  I didn’t part with Speck, so here it is
time passed.                            
  There was a certain Kisa in our class,
who told me that he has
a friend who also has Spec and a lot
cassettes.  Friend this is now known as
Sauron :) Well, we started with him through kitty
exchange programs of your own
writings since this Sauron lived
it's too far away and I can't go to him
I wanted to.   This went on for quite some time
for a long time.   Somehow, while loading
a cassette from Sauron, I found there
message from a complete stranger
person - Joker.  He wrote this:
"I learned that you are going
email correspondence, and I would also like
take part."   Joker was pretty
advanced in assembly language, had Spec with
disk drive and a sea of programs. I was lame
in BASIC.  This is how we wrote letters
each other, and Kisa passed them on.        
  One day we decided to meet. With Kisa
agreed that I would taxi up to them at
bicycle (and it’s a long way), and they
I will be met at the appointed place. Well I
arrived,met and went to
To Sauron.   He showed me all his
cassettes, and there were a huge number of them.
We agreed to change somehow, and so
I went home. Then a few more times
I visited them, also on a bicycle.     
  We kind of became friends with Sauron. Studied
in our class we have such a kent as Stupid -
a freak the likes of which the world has never seen. Was there too
spektrumist.  He had Scorp's board,
though without the case, that’s what he worked on.
 Well, somehow we went with this Stupid
and Sauron to Joker. Also very good
I remember this moment.  Joker like us
I saw, the first thing I asked was “which of the
them Macros? Let me define it!" And rightly so
limit  I must say, before this meeting
we talked on the phone for quite a long time
on various lame topics.   Mine
the worldview was wild at that moment
low but Joker somehow got me
endured it :)                               
  Here. Joker showed us demos, magazines,
Stupid and I hung around and, dumbfounded,
let's go home.  Unfortunately, that
at the moment I did not have a disk drive, and
the spec was 128+tape, and Stupid was just
I connected a three-inch device.    Me too
I wanted to buy a more sophisticated one
spec, but it wasn’t that easy to do
simple.  But everything was going exactly this way. U
daddy at work was solemnly pulled together
practically new three-inch, which
iI still use it to this day. Then - order
Scorp's payments to Mr. Zonov,
an incredibly long wait.  Finally
the board arrived and I immediately connected it,
tearing the keyboard away from the cassette Spec. Before
Joker recorded this on a floppy disk for me,
which we bought in the local store,
all sorts of demos. As I remember now, it was
demo version of the game Citadel, demo
mini-stag, also a piece of crap called
beruska, Microstorm demo, and more
something.   After loading this from a floppy disk, I
just FIGEL!!!                         
  Stupid Joker recorded by DOOM,
beta version from Digital Reality, which
I've seen it many times, but this freak doesn't
I didn't want to copy it for me, but in the end
in the end I begged it from Joker and he gave me
I wrote it down.  I love this toy too
dragged along.                                
  Soon I bought floppy disks, and so I started
Joker should visit more often. Also Stupid
said that there is another one in the city
Spectrumist - now he is known as
Kotsoft.   Once upon a time at the Olympics
computer science, which I foolishly studied
I went on my own, and we saw each other. He
told me about the toy “48 irons”, well
In general, I was also advanced in this matter.
  It should be noted that it was at this time that I
was at the last stage of moral
decomposition.    Those.    I thought that
the first priority of man is
fuck, show,that you are cooler, huh
everyone else is a sucker or something like that
so you could talk to me
essentially nothing about it.                        
  Once Kotsoft and Felix stopped by
me.  Felix also turned out to be a spektrumist,
brought a toy "Black Raven", sarcastically
noticing that you can’t copy it
it will work out.   In general, as it became later
it is known that Felix was a man
greedy, and shared the software very much
reluctantly.   But I didn't talk to him,
so I didn't give a damn.               
  We went to Stupid, along the Kotsoft path
I decided to buy a beer, I just had it
there was some money, well, they chipped in with him, and
bought two bottles.  Say it was
"Baltika 3", but I'm not sure. We went to
Stupid, we say, take the glasses and
opener!   Stupid don't do this
wanted it, and the beer stood on the floor.
Well, we looked at his computer, he gave
let us listen to your music (more idiotic
that one! Felix was laughing like crazy), well, take it
beer, and went outside. While we were going down,
up the stairs, opened a bottle, downstairs
they sat on the bench and drank it. Beer then had
special taste, since the body was still
young, not accustomed to alcohol. Yes you are
and remember similar feelings yourself.       
  Kotsoft left a sign at the entrance
marker: Stupid must die.              
  We went to the river, where we drank a second
bottle.  FelixI didn't want to drink, but
I took a couple of sips of company. They bastardized
for life.  Ah, I remembered!  Stupid too
went with us. Written on the rails with a marker
"Spectrum rulez", escorted the guys to
stop and go home.  Pivasik on
It affected me a little then.        
  At this time we are just on Fridays
went to the Criminal Procedure Code, where we were taught
car mechanics  After him I almost always
visited Sauron, since he lived in two
steps from the bus stop.  Somehow
we went with him to the bank, where Sauron
there was a deposit.  He put it quite
long ago and forgot.   And here are the parents
reminded.  The sun was shining that day,
We went into the bank building. Sauron went to
office, and I was left waiting in the corridor. B
there was a camera hanging in the corner, I kept thinking -
make faces at her or not? :)          
  Sauron came out joyful and said that
there were about 200 rubles in the account, and he
removed everything!  Said he'd spend the money
it’s impossible, because they are there for something
needed, but he'll buy a bottle of beer. How
once there was a stall nearby, and Sauron bought
bottle of Baltika number nine! Opened
We drank it all as we went. This is it
there was something.  And we had to go
quite far, so in the middle
I've gotten pretty good along the way, and
looked in different directions with his eyes,
trying to get around puddles using a sine wave :)   
  Just like that, looking with one eyeto the right,
others - to the left, I am with the company of Sauron
(there were several of them there)
often wandered around the city, sometimes
visited Joker.                    
  Gunfighter went after ninth grade
at LRU, and I stayed at school. It was like this
time, unfortunately, I don’t remember when, but,
I think I've already finished school. Oh yes!
I finished school and didn't know what to do.
Sauron gathered in LRU, well, my parents
they campaigned there, because otherwise I
the army would be waiting. Well, so I entered
This is LRU. Sauron had acquaintances there
parts of mathematics, so he has
my parents agreed that I should not
gave a bad rating. The exam turned out to be
quite easy, in the end the score
turned out to be “4”, I don’t know if it’s me
solved it, or they helped me. In Russian
I had no problems, and I wrote to
five.                                
  I must say, I was good at math at 10-11
didn't like classes and homework
I did it very reluctantly.  Our teacher
was not bad at all, but principled,
and honestly gave me a bucket for each
unfinished task.  I preferred
sit at the computer rather than solve this
algebra and geometry.  But sometimes still
had to.                            
  Joker was full of me
the opposite, it even seems to be on
they wanted a gold medalpull out  He
went to all sorts of Olympics, and won
some places.                         
  And once in our computer science lesson,
it was led by the director, Stupid and I
offered to go to the Olympics for this
computer science itself.  For the victory director
promised to give an old prehistoric
electronic calculator, well, we bought it
and assured him that we would win.            
  At the Olympics I personally studied the pussy, and
there were some 286 cars standing there, and
ms-dos was loaded from a floppy disk. Looked
on norton commander, yes I played with it
lame toys. I'm still surprised
as soon as I launched them, it’s a pussy
almost for the second time in my life
saw...                                
  In general, we ruined the director, I’m so
and didn't do a single task. Few
Moreover, I simply DID NOT make them! dialed
a program for drawing colors in BASIC
circles, and then the time has come. They dumped me
there are a lot of people coming to me, and let’s ask -
what does this program do?  Read
assignment, there was something about cows,
whose pasture is limited by some
ropes, and we need to find something. Director
assumed that my program
graphically illustrates the solution to the problem,
but then it became clear that it was just
bullshit.   For some reason I felt like it
don't care.  But during the break with Kotsoft
talked.                         
                                        
  Well, just at this time I was...
hung out a little in another house where she lived
grandmother.  She hardly noticed me
so nothing stopped me from drinking there. K
besides, Gunfighter, having found out about this
hut, I began to go there often. We
pooled our capitals when it was
what to combine, bought something
drink and get drunk there. Then grandma
transported to us, so we are nobody there
did not interfere, except, of course, the neighbors.     
  We drank there for quite a long time, the whole winter.
  Here.  Then came a period
maybe I started to understand something, huh
maybe the money ran out, but there was more drinking
noticeably less.  There was a time when they
stopped altogether, and it seemed to me
That's it, I've already corrected myself.  Exactly
I remember Macros from that time
to many of you.                          
  But we drank a lot.  Somehow we decided
go to Vasya on New Year's Eve, I even
I made a New Year's gift.  Well, in general,
let's go.  We got to the station and bought it there.
"Baltika" number 9, and on the street there wasterrible frost, so we drank it in
mostly in hallways. Those. let's warm up
there, we’ll have a drink and move on. Baltika
it looked like a fake, but there was no alcohol in it
it was clearly too much, because we felt
very good, although everyone drank a little
bottle.   There are many entrances we then
visited :) But a special rulez has begun,
when we bought a bottle at a stall
Taoping beer.  The beer was dark, and
just on the way to Vasya’s house we
drank.                                 
  We ring the bell at Vasya’s door and go in. Here I am
I notice that Gunfighter is suddenly somewhere
disappeared. Vasya’s mother was very surprised, so
how two of us came in, but only one remained
one, to which I replied that he, like,
out of necessity, you need something, or something like that...
In general, I congratulated Vasya on the New Year,
he looked at the gift. I must say, it stank
be well from me, and I already went to
on autopilot, there was a veil before my eyes...
In general, we said goodbye, and I left for
street.  There I found something really bad
Gunfighter, as he was vomiting
inside out.  I see, there was no need to interfere
light beer with dark beer, but we understood it
It's already very late.  I felt
excellent, but I sympathized with my comrade.
We sat on Vasya's bench
the entrance is very long, and even
We waited... for Vasya himself!  He went to
someone was visiting, and discovered us. "You
still here?"  -he was surprised. "Yes, here you go
comrade feels bad." - I will answer. But you go
We'll figure it out ourselves.  "You may
Should I call an ambulance?"  - he suggested, but we
they assured him that everything would be fine and said,
so that he does not worry and goes on his own
affairs.                                  
  Here.   There are three houses in Vasino district
form something like a triangle. Well,
we decided to go. This is where I realized that I
also begins to get worse, and Gunfighter
it got really bad.  We went into one
entrance and vomited there heartily. Here
now I feel really bad, I fell,
got down on all fours, stuck out his tongue, and
was ready to go to nirvana. How
suddenly we heard footsteps and we crawled into
next door.   There we did
about the same thing, and then they sat
until someone went there too. We're coming
to the next entrance. I'm already barely on my feet
I'm standing.  Here I was twisted again, I resisted
hands on the floor, vomited, caught his breath, and
I realized with horror that we were standing in a puddle of urine!
But then I didn’t give a damn about it, although
It’s unpleasant, of course, but it’s easy to move on
no strength.                                
  Then it felt a little better, so we
visited two houses out of three, and went
further.   The fresh air worked
good, and soon we forgot about the bad
well-being.  We were heading... towards the house
Joker.   On the way Gunfighter met
histhe homie they're with
We talked.                           
  We reached Joker. Gunfighter said,
that he won’t come in, but here I am
I decided to come in anyway. Now imagine mine
the view when I went there, it’s even smaller,
than an hour ago I was standing on all fours in
puddle of urine and vomited, and now
appeared before Joker.  My brain was
decently clouded by alcohol.    I
greeted Joker and asked
him give me some electronic
magazines. Joker brought out a pack of spectrophones
and gave me almost half of it.  I them
picked it up, said goodbye, and left. Before that I
I took one, maximum two issues to read.
I’ll say right away that then I generally took from
he had all the numbers and re-read them all.    
  We got on the bus and heard that
it's already late and the bus stops at 2
times more expensive.  We don't have that much money
it was, just as one other didn’t have them
the man who proved to the controller
that he is not going to pay more than normal.
While they were talking, Gunfighter put forward
the idea that it's time to get out of this
bus if there is no money.  Just like that
there was a stop, but I suggested passing
One more stop, and then get off. Us
We were lucky and the controller didn’t get to us
to get there, we got out and walked.
It’s good that it was winter - winter to get home
there is a shortcut, so we are successful
They stomped on it.The next morning I woke up and the first thing
went to the kitchen and drank half a liter of water.
Then I cleaned the jacket as it was
all covered in whitewash.  I washed my gloves, so
you know how I wandered around in a puddle with them
why, washed my pants because they stank
per kilometer, and not even the first time
washed off...                          
  That was the story. What do you need me for?
I’m telling you all this so you know,
who am I?   This is the first thing.   Ah,
secondly, it's time to stop scolding those
or other people, as we are used to
see only negative or
positive aspects, but not theirs
together.  You knew me mainly from
the positive side, now I've shown
you and negative.                    
  I don't know how you will treat me now
relate.  But I would really like
so that we can all relate to each other
at least they treated people with respect
just the way they are.