Smile - Chasm's diary.

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Track: Lullaby / P.NayLc ..._/aBc 
By: Max-Hi-Fi / 25.Oct.o1 Time 14:15    
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  Just recently we got our hands on
several sheets of writing.   How
it turned out that these werediary pages
Chasm himself, stolen unknown
by whom and transmitted to us.  It turned out
quite interesting and we solved it
publish.                           
                                        
                                        
 " Everyone says that I'm a freak :( But
most people don't even know about it
the true state of affairs. Sometimes I just
I have to agree with yours
judgments, but this is only for
maintaining image. By the way, I'm for
they give this beer :)                        
  That's how bad he is - you say, -
rides the bus and does not pay the fare.
Did you knowthat with all the money I
I buy beer so that at least a little
forget and renounce everything? You know
do you suffer as much as I suffer reading yours?
reviews and criticism?                     
  So you say -how bad he is,
he loves, in a certain sense
words, dead puppies (boys).  A
do you know why?  But who will give it to me?
alive!!!  And I love them because they are mine
my hands can't stand this kind of thing anymore
work.  What calluses they have. And to be friends
no one wants to be with me, everyone says that
I'm a freak and a pervert.                    
  That's what a freak he is - you say, -
doing god knows what with 15 year olds
prostitutes. And you know that it's not me
them?  They are me! They forced me. And
I hate moonshine, I have it in the morning
head is cracking. You can't even imagine
What did they do to me! In the end I
he just hid in a corner and covered it with his hands
face.  And what do you think - they me
got it.                                
  So you say - how bad he is,
teaches Americans to swear in Russian. A
do you know that i speak english
just fuck, shit and drink? I didn't want to
so that our overseas brothers also have
similar gaps and decided to teach thema few of our words. So that upon arrival
to us at the CC, they had something to say.      
  So you say - he's a freak, they're all
they drink at the party, smoke weed, and in general.
Do you know that they are the ones who sent me there?
they drag me in, I hate stuff like that
events!  I don't drink, I don't smoke, I love
plant trees and sing good songs. A
they... They make me drink this
crap from bottles, smoking some
burnt rags, and in general...              
  In fact, I'm very good, but for
I'm simply ashamed of you. How is it possible
do you think badly about a person?                
  Forgive me... forgive me"