Scream #02 29 января 2002

Editorial - I'm from the planet Maiga.

| I'm from the planet Maiga
| Kreestaj / / skrew


- I'm from the planet Maiga! - Diess loud voice was heard in 
the empty room - Come on, people, believe me, I'm not lying!


He no longer lived. Bright flashes of dating usually ended in a 
broken love, or loss of self esteem. Last Diess year drove in 
deep depression, she became the background of his life, he even 
ceased to feel it. 

He liked to think of themselves. Thinking about death. Then, 
about love. Sometimes looked around and realized that all 
around him, too, there are people. Then he hiding from them, 
myself. After a short period of time, love them back again, but 
only up close contact with one of the copies of the human race.


He lived in the world. Often wrong, but even more rarely made 
decisions. Often he did not even know what the weather outside. 
Diess very little interested in the world around him. It is 
unlikely that there would be another such a person - who loves 
everyone, and yet do not notice those who is next. But for him 
it was normal. 

Pain. Fear. Nenevist. But - love, passion, affection, 
friendship. It lived two principles. Bad, very bad. He lies 
constantly. Very often, he likes to pretend to be other people 
to take imagine a different name.


<...>

- I'm from the planet Maiga! - Diss in desperation began to cry 
- I love you, the world Maiga planet! Why do you lull me why 
brace in the morning? Maiga, I love you, love you, Maiga, I 
LOVE YOU BITCH! Maiga, TAKE ME, I LOVE YOU, bitch! Hear Me, 
bitch Take me with you! - It was like a tantrum.


Such attacks in the community for it became a habit. He is no 
longer could make all these infinitely right and just as 
ostochertevshih nerds. If he saw a man with a proud pioneer and 
a great connoisseur of the questioner in the music tent, 
electronic music, and the question "what exactly you 
ineteresuet? Responsible paul van dyke, he always smiled 
broadly and with the same kind of asked the seller to give him 
anything from rock to question "what exactly?", answering 
"spleen." 

But today he got drunk and was ready to strangle all the nerds 
that hamper his health. 

- Maiga, honey, I love you ... I like very much, dear, please 
take me with you, stop torturing - he spoke slowly, 
increasingly turn to whisper - Maiga, a girl, I love you I love 
... - Only her lips moved, can not have sound. 

Music thundered, flashed a green light fixtures. His girlfriend
sat at the bar on the left and watched the quirky friend. In
Basically, they were spit on him, above all, he pays
drink.

- Uka, he looks like a fool. Another long-haired jerk! -
Vita was annoyed - Well, you see how he dresses! Thin
coats, some brilliant, as if made of metal ... And his hair? 
You've seen his hair? They are natural color, it does not even 
dye your hair! No, what a moron ... 

Uka prizritelno looked around her friend whore. Is not the 
first day Vita pestering her with his claims to Diss, although 
first climbed to him in bed. Her hypocrisy is amusing Uku, 
although sometimes it was ready to throttle Vitu. Women's 
"friendship." 

<...>

Nick unbuttoned his pants, and a trickle of urine tapped laid 
out on a tile floor. 

- Diss, so tell me, an ordinary guy from Dalva why women
such bitches? - In the voice of a drunk guy sounded naive 
bewilderment. 

- You know, Nick ... Complicated this thing bitch ... - Diss 
paused, as if remembering what they all talk - Bitches live 
your life, drink, walk, fuck - and all of ours with you score! 
Sometimes I think they all are bitches ... Bitch them all. They 
all ... Bitch. Yes, bitch. - The last word Diss to stress, and 
pointedly shook his head. 

Already out of the closet, Nicholas fell Diess, he became angry 
and decided to take revenge on another kick, unsuccessfully 
jumped, fell close to Nicholas. Napivshiesya in the insole and 
friends were smiling each other.


<...>

- Uka, give some more vodka.

- Diss, this is the second liter! You do not stand on my feet 
... Moron, look at yourself, but you will not even lie you can! 

- Do not ask me, a woman ... I am a man, I can drink and - yes,
drink! - As much as it pleases - haltingly strained
Diss.

- Go sleep it off, you beast!

- Yes, I told you, Nicholas - were felt in the voice Diess
notes of frustration and a deep understanding of - all women 
are the same. They all ... Bitch. All of them are female. Yeah, 
bitch ... 

<...>

Music thunders, like, "kid-a" from radiohead; in kvaritire no
nobody but Diess, outside overnight. The room is dark, just sad
flickering image on the monitor screen. The heavy scent of 
female spirits filled the apartment.


Suddenly the lights turn on. On the walls of the room we have 
time to distinguish between women's pictures, pictures of all 
the women who loved Diss. A couple of times there are men's 
photos. On the table lies book of poetry, the cover is so worn 
that look at title and author's name is impossible. Near the 
bed is a small metal figurine depicting a young boy with big 
eyes. It seemed an ordinary boy, but ... rolled eyes betrayed 
him. 

Diss went to the statuette, gently touched her, and thoughtfully
gently ran his fingers over his lips the boy. Cold Steel for a 
moment sobered him, forcing the recall today. 

Cand spun and looked in the mirror. In his eyes
were full of tears, her hair was disheveled. Today he was 
wearing purple jeans and a bright, metallic-colored sweater 
with a long throat.


- Maiga, why did not you hear me?

Slowly moving the legs, as if they were filled with lead, he
approached the table, opened the top shelf and pulled out 
something shiny. 

- Light. - Whispered hoarsely Diss.

Room filled with darkness. Clicking. Sound quiet touch
to the metal.

<...>

- ... Probably come, it seems that my neighbor that something 
was wrong. ... I say, quickly come! Write down the address ... 
Record? So, Dalva, Tozer Street, Building 6, Apartment 947 ... 
yes 947. - Huh operator in the tube rather something asked -

What happened? Yes, I do not know, I say the same: watching TV
suddenly - shot ...