Shadow Club - They are all slowly disappearing from my life. Some forever, some temporarily. Insignificant things, unnoticed, incomprehensible faces, over time turn into dark spots, as if covered in gray fog.

Psychoz #05
                                                                
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                                             Они  все  медленно 
                                          исчезают   из    моей 
                                          жизни.      некоторые 
                                          навсегда,   некоторые 
                                          навремя.   незначимые 
                                          вещи,     незаметные,strange faces with 
                                          turn over time 
                                          into dark spots 
                                          as if dragging on 
                                          gray fog.        
                                                                
                                                                
    On one of the cloudiest summers, reserving the right
plunge our everyday life into the abyss of monotony, we increasingly considered
the question of the need to disappear somewhere in our fog,
fall into the whirlpool of a blind spot, get away from the cyclical
reality.  quietly taking a step through the threshold of the twilight zone, we
found ourselves in a land of twilight familiar from the very first day,
giving rise to our distorted perception of painfully familiar forms and
objects that destroy oppressive stereotypes and meaningless taboos
puppet city, which sometimes treats us too cruelly and
unceremoniously. Taking a break from our favorite activities, we crawled out
from cozy holes, inhaling the refreshing dampness of the air woven
thick branches into the darkening horizon. we were going to a magical
circle of his club, without talking, communicating only with those running,
with intense glances, like predators stalking the night trail
huntingunder the covers of thickening blue-black clouds, occasionally
letting glimpses of the sun through their frowning brows,
as if fleeing from the twilight god of shadows.    
                                                                
                                                                
    At that moment he lived in each of us.  Hiding in
inaccessible depths of the subconscious, he was looking forward to his
cherished hour. He was not senselessly cruel and merciless, he
he was also not open and responsive, he was silent and strange, like
and his kingdom of branching twilight, he knew that he would be called,
he was confident in his ghostly power, feeling the support of hundreds
like him. God of shadows, sparkling with fiery sparks in our
eyes, poured through the veins with a chilling fire, intoxicating poison from
for whom there was no means of salvation.                              
                                                                
                                                                
    Blurred shadows fell on the cooling slabs under our feet.
The people gathered here were determined, strong, but at the same time
dreamily calm, as if what was happening in
circle outlined by dust he dreamed in a confused, foggy dream, from
the kind of dreams thatremain in memory as silent slides. everyone
a person taking part in a twilight ritual rite,
now he was thinking only about the most important thing in his life - about that, and
only about why he was born into this cloudy light, oh
individual strip code of zebra-shaped fate, about how, without
whereupon his whole being loses any sense of monotony in
cyclical prostration of the river of time. each of us felt
missionary - the god living inside himself, the views were
tense, they rushed far into the twilight of the subconscious,
trying to discern the luminous thread of Ariadne in it, only
having grabbed hold of which, it is possible to imagine your future
a path through the darkness of everyday life.                        
                                                                
                                                                
    Hearts beat in a common rhythm, glances drowning in darkness
meet, finding a mate, twilight branches in thick fog
hide one figure after another, dissolving it in the twilight of the kingdom
shadows, thoughts are cleared of all meaninglessly superfluous, merging with
the infinity of the most important things for each of our tormented souls,
material garbage, cold house walls and stupid-eyed dolls
inhabiting them, dissolve in the fog under the scrutinywith the all-consuming gaze of the god of shadows, watching what is happening in
the cozy blind spot of my view of an alien world. This is it
the beginning of the countdown, unity with the original. From here it arose
everything, everything that now has and does not matter to me, then, with
what I agree with and what I contradict, what I dream about and what
what am I running from?  my life, my death, and my river flow
time - frenzied and sad, crystal-golden and overgrown
green mud, it all began with darkness, peering into which,
each of us was gilded by the sunlight of a thread that indicated
the most important path.                                                 

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