Sketches among the Ruins of my Mind - Two years of inactivity is not a short period of time for an ordinary electronic publication.

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                         Hail Spectrum!                         

     Two years of inactivity is not a short period of time for an ordinary
electronic edition. But all this time the Heresy did not descend from the heights
charts, which spoke of the ongoing thirst of spektrumists
real, honest information about the world and the scene. Personally, I couldn't
carry out work on publishing HeresY, but there was a person who
was able to assemble a team and take control of the entire process
release of new issues.                                          
 This person is Cannibal (sa7an@hotmail.ru). Amy I convey
all powers.  I am sure that in his hands the Heresy will regain its
the unique taste and aroma that you all loved so much. I'm on
I will assist emy as much as possible. I also ask those who
helped me, now help the new HeresY editor.             

                                               Demiurge Ash     
                                           demiurge@satannet.org

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(C) Presented by Cannibal                                       

 And I looked, and there was a horse
                                       pale and on it there is a Horseman,
                                            whose name is Death,
                                         and Hell followed him...

                                               Apocalypse, XI.8


     Hello, fellow Spectrum user!  You probably thought that
Has heresy rested in peace?  So, screw me if that’s the case! In the best
in the traditions of Spectrum softmakers, this issue was released later
the appointed time.  As Demiurge Ash said above, the newspaper
found a new editor. I hope that I will live up to Ash's words, and not
I will lower the prestige of the reincarnated newspaper, moreover, by approaching
process with all due responsibility, I will try to do
newspaper as interesting and rich as possible.                 

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What is this new number quite
famous newspaper and what is its orientation? The publication continues
have a detrimental effect on the reader's mind.  A publication full of spirit
death, steel and completely dedicated to the “totally turned”:
hairy, unshaven and very angry individuals -
metalheads-computers, blackers, satanists and others.
Yeah! Does anything feel familiar? - After the king of evil is on
Spectrum - Demiurge Ash was finally eaten away by hell from the inside,
burying my Heresy in the cemetery next to Born Dead, and I willed
The Dark Master - the true Lord of the world, became active on
stage, taking over from the Demiurge the furrows of creating evil, making a decision
about filling the niche vacated by the Heresy,extracted the last one
from the stage cemetery, which had become overgrown with weeds in the form of all sorts of
there are other newspapers containing a chaotic clot of various calla lilies,
brewed into one whole! So, Demiurge Ash passed the baton to me
making Heresy - accept a dead newborn
baby!  I made my 'efforts' for his appearance, but
the encoder of this number was in the role of a midwife, mending with a scalpel
degenerative moments on EE flesh and in general! But seriously,
then the change of editor-in-chief will not lead to any global
changes - the general concept and ideology will remain the same,
Heresy, I hope, will not get worse from this...                 

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                   HeresY's Editorial Stuff:                    

      Cannibal/TL - main editor, text's writer, gfx-artist      
         Nik-O/TL - excellent music creator, supporter          
        Kool/Jeez - final linker, coder, tech.editor            

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 So, some information written in normal, 'major'
style: since the newspaper was written to a certain extent
turned peoplethen it is designed for the corresponding
audience.  Will the newspaper be popular on Speccy?
or not, I don’t care, I won’t stop publishing it anytime soon
time, since the newspaper will always have a certain audience. :)
In any case, I do not promise to publish a newspaper at any time.
certain deadlines - everything will be done as far as possible and
accumulation of material.  The next issue will come out earlier than it did
this one (one and a half years :)).                                        
     In the future (after acquiring Cannibal'om PC :-)
it is planned to make the newspaper a network project, posting it on
special page, in the vast internet and HeresY will become
pure bundle of cable energy!                              

                                       ---ripped from .irc msg- 

 "takih kak ty, canni, 
                                           nuzhno ubiwatx kogda 
                                            oni esche malenkie, 
                                         choby potom oni ne..." 

                                                  (c) PheeL^pHt 

                                         CBL> Filych, don't! :)


    In principle, I don’t need articles, but if it arrives
interesting material that matches the atmosphere of the newspaper - c
pleasureI'll publish it.                                        
    General creative mood, as well as spiritual
decomposition/filling nourishes my flesh as the end approaches
free time...                                          

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 += Techno Lab news                                             


     - Krasnodar News issue #15 - after a long break
Finally, the home version of the newspaper was released (only for TL members).
The number is not ottecteh yet and is buggy, and also turned out to be the most
small due to lack of correspondence.  :( This is the last one
number of this newspaper.  The group will no longer work on Kr_News
plans.  Personally, I’m unlikely to write to Kr_News now, because...
I have my own project, which you are reading now... :)               

     Against the backdrop of such “optimism,” I would like to note that there is
group of people who are only registered in Techno Lab, hiding behind
label, but in fact there is no practical use now
represent.  A “cleansing” is planned in our ranks, but it will happen
this is most likely on the “sysopnik”, which will be due to busyness
almost the entire team and the transfer of the radio market, it is not known when. K
unfortunately, the group does not have an organizer, otherwise itaction
would speed up.   Many members are now sloppy and
idle.  In addition, this whole action is aggravated by thickening
paint over the once friendly team, friction between some
co'group'niks.  (read about this in a special article that you can
found in this issue).                                           

Thinking out loud > no thoughts                                         

  These are the pies (with kittens).                                


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 += Charts                                                      

     The Spectrum Charts project continues (Project initiators:
Jeez Production).  Charts are intended to reflect actual
events on stage. As you know, on other platforms of this kind
promotions have been going on for a long time.   Now we have the opportunity
observe the realities of Spectrum today.                
     Two versions of the charts have already been released. Questionnaire for the third edition
placed in this issue of the newspaper, look for it and burn it to disk.
We ask all true connoisseurs of our Spectrum to show
basic activity by filling out the votesheet and sending them to chart
team.  Understand that the real status of the platform depends on this:
there are people - that means the platform is alive.  Don't countfor breaking,
show the activity of a true connoisseur of the great platform
Zx-Spectrum!                                                    

     View the results of previous charts, as well as
You can download the Spectrum version at                          

                    http//zxchart.hotbox.ru                     


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 += Scene                                                       

  Despite statements by some individuals about the death
Spectrum, the platform continues to screw people like this and
live...for now... Life beats, of course, not like a stream, but pure
a trickle of useful warez.   It is enough to look at least at
www.pos.izhnet.ru and everything will become clear. Yes, with the advent of this
important web portal, the activity of spektrumists is noticeable
increased.  At least I can get more now
software   Also thanks to the antics of some individuals, the scene
can be identified with a zoo and monkeys playing
leapfrog:                                                        

 - I'm cooler than you!                                                
 - He's a fagot himself!                                                 
 - And you are a lamer!- But I speak three languages!                                
 - Please speak English.                                        
 - Everyone work for my ESMI!                                   
 - At this new party there will be no preselect again.               
 - This fuckin' scene is suxx because C-64 scene is better!     
 - ...                                                          

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 += Party.                                                      
                                      "...Festivali prowodyatsya
                                        only dlya pidarasov..."
 (c) raver


     So, in the summer, in Rostov-on-Don the third South Russian
festival (sorry, party) of computer art Paradox'2k+1,
dedicated to the PC and ZX platforms, as well as the latest global
Chaos Construction'001 in St. Petersburg.  I can't say anything o
quality of these cultural events, because I'm in this
moment resting at sea. By the way, then I was faced with a choice:
Paradox vs sea.  Where to go? Conflicting doubts tore
me and I, having spit on everything, went with a friend to the sea, where
not far from where we aresettled down, the PCB was carried out.
(Amateur Song Contest - another name is Cool
Planned Booze :), where a lot of underground people gathered
personalities, ranging from standard informals to
fidoshnikami. Surprisingly, this time for some reason it was quite
a lot of punks. I, having found a company of blackers from Krasnodar, in the evening
I got people to do one thing: I had gyashe paints
(luckily I took it with me to stretch my arm :) and we painted our faces
to each other in the style of Satyricon ala Immortal and in such a dead way
The masquerade made its way to the crowded coast.  Who saw how
people are crazy... :))) Gopniks are like that in general! But there were a lot of us
(about 15 people) and thank the Devil, no one got in the way. Yes... rulez
was... :)                                                       

     Let's return to Paradox.  After examining the cuts, it became clear that my
the Triumph of Justice picture ranked extremely low. B
Last year, while displaying graphics of the worst quality, I typed
much more points.  This time, despite the fact that
technically the picture was made in a modern style, and not in
oldschool, she became an outsider... The same goes for CC'001. Mine
the work, exhibited under the title Killed Love, ended up
30th place, sharing it with two more pictures: Devil (by
Grafist) and Optimus Prime (by Den Lee).
Thinking out loud> Naive, but I also wanted to get into the top ten!            
Cannibal> But there were worse jobs!                        
Lord God> It was I who punished you for your Heresy!                 
Neighbors> And he also annoyed us with his music. To hell, to hell!      
Psychiatrist> Patient, you are sick!                                   
Magpie-Jay> Kapp-r!                                           

     Nik-O in the zx music compo nomination generally ended up on
last place... Well, nothing - the main thing is the unoccupied place, but
participation.  And I'm glad about it. At least not for my work
shame.  Congratulations to Lyokhy aka Gas 13 with 5th and 3rd places, which
took his work to Paradox'2k and CC'001 in the gfx nomination!
The Techno Lab group represented by Nik-O and Cannibal were subjected to
injustice at these parties, taking low places (music & gfx
compos) because  at this kind of “event” the most important thing is not
the results of the jury and the quality of work, and the opinion of the gray masses,
pushing the work of your friends...                           



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     After a day of jam, I got six hours of video clips
and live recordings, compilation Black Metal Selection1999 part 1 
2. Had a blast.  The following clips especially struck a chord with me:
Cradle Of Filth 'From Cradle to Enslave', Orphanage, Samael
Septic Flesh, Satyricon 'Mother North', Immortal 'Blashyrkh'... 
also live recordings of Dimmu Borgir and Dissection for 120 min
Cool!   Very evil guys flutter very long patlas, 
with painted faces, while waving Norwegian tonopukams
or dabbling in the burning of cemetery crosses!                   

 Black Metal Forever!                       

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 += Pagan                                                       

     I recently got hold of some very interesting material, in my opinion.
which is a historical relic... No, not the Necronomicon, but
The Book of Veles is a cultural ancient manuscript, a kind of
pagan bible, reflecting very interesting historical
moments left to us, descendants, from the ancient Russians,
written, it seems, by dark witches.  It was created before
planting Christianity in Rus' and, therefore, true and truthful,
without distortion, narrating the events of that time. It was written
not in Cyrillic, but in ancient Slavic letters.  I'm very
was dragged away by this book, which, however, has not been translatedI know who.
People, I have this question: does anyone need this, except
me?  Send your wishes - there will be at least a couple of people willing -
I will publish it in Heresy, or release it as a separate book, as it was
Ash with Lavey's Bible.  If no one needs it, then
I won’t bother myself - I have this material and I’m quite
I'm happy with this.                                                   

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                                       ...Man is an animal,
                                            most aggressive
                                        of all existing..."

                                                 Dr. A. Lovecraft


     Very often I am visited by thoughts about the essence of our existence,
the state of life.  Who are we, what are we? We are worms crawling in
world shit and consider fleeting luck to be happiness, but
city affairs, all this will sink into the eternity of time. People are worms. It will pass
time, and any merits and memory left by us will fade away in
world existence and no one will remember that there was such and such a person and
that he did something for people, but this happens even more often during his lifetime
not yet dead.   What is life?   Burden, burdened
numerous problems, andnothing more. Love? Fleet
attraction, the most cruel thing in life, can brighten and
blind the burden of existence.  But very often, after some
period of time, severe disappointment and understanding comes
essentially.  Then a person, having plunged into shit, understands what he is
in even more than it was. Human society? The most disgusting
factor.  This is a world of gossip, envy, hatred and indifference.
(isn't it?) Although, the so-called human society is better
where the influence of the abomination of Christianity has not spread.
Small centers of culture where ancient traditions and
veneration of the old faith.  For us it could be remote Siberia and
vast north...                                               

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                                              "...Now my dear,
                                               you got scared, -
                                            you have a beard
                                              we'll pull it out..."

                                                      DARK.


    HeresY is freedom of speech, freedom of speech, liberation from
the shackles of slavery!  This is FREEDOM!  The Scourge of Belial awaits the arrival of souls
disobedient liars and hypocrites,perpetrators and masochists,
receiving blows from enemies with joy!    It's a slap in the face
self-proclaimed “elite” stagers!   It's spiritual
the decomposition of the _not_turned and moral nourishment for them. This is -
fate...                                                       

                                                     Cannibal/TL

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