Thoughts - Childhood.

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 Childhood is gone. In adulthood too
a lot of good things.  Maybe. This thought
At least it's calming. Or - it's neither-
where it has not gone and will not go until I leave it
I'll let you go. After all, nothing has changed since then -
moose That means I, if I want, will stay
the same.  That's a good idea too.           
                                        
No it's gone. Can you believe so
in something, as I believed then. Will there be
you have such faithful friends, and you can
Do you want to be such a friend again? Or
simpler. Can you be friends with the anti-
"upside down." Just be friends. Without on-
meeks, sub meanings, understatements and
etc.  Why in quotes? Because that's how it is
say the adults who have now become
you. Why is he friends? Can you love
just like the first time?                  
                                        
Mgo ask 1000 more questions.       
                                        
Ismessy?  So be it.  Depression? No.
After all, maybe you answered all the questions
"Yes", then you took a piece of magic
from childhood andapparently she will stay
with you for a long time. Only this "Yes" should
be real, if you haven't forgotten yet,
what does this mean?                         
                                        
 Xalthough a piece of childhood still remains
all of us. Maybe someone is just for-
was about him.  This is the joy of creativity.
It doesn't matter how it manifests itself, what you're in
found myself (as Macros says: ... I
I found myself in pancakes - that’s also good) And not-
Those who don’t understand this are right. (although
I don't like the word "wrong" - so
adults say the same thing, and I don’t talk to them
I bet they just live in a different place
world).  Maybe that's why we don't
I like it when someone starts with a grin
starts asking us about Spe-
com. Or tell your friends about it
whom.  They invade our world, inevitably
quickly destroying it with his misunderstanding.
So in childhood we treated with distrust
to adults who want to join our game
ru.                                     
                                        
Xm... But truth is the joy of creation
quality, creativity - this is from childhood,    
part of childhood. And I, all of us, if we want
Let's take her with us. I only realized this
now. So it doesn’t go away forever -
but!  This means that maybe, perhaps,
tal. Tcreativity.  Do you know why I can
say “I create”, why can I feel
to confirm that this is indeed the case. Ra-
It's crazy, you know. Because I have
Spec. I am not artificially narrowing the topic and neither
something else, something that is not written here -
but I don’t say it either and I don’t want to say it.
Of course, people find themselves in others
things and all that. But I have Spec.
And that says it all.                     
                                        
AndI will never betray him. At least
as long as it does not limit,
constrain me in creativity. And this one, I
I think it will never happen. (although to
be honest to the end, to yourself and then-
fight - I still diluted it a little
the word "never" [I will also refer this word to
"adults"] in the first sentence of this
paragraph with all its other sentences
- I’m growing up, what should I do ;)). I've never
I'll betray myself. And                          
                                        
 I will never become an adult.       
                                        
I wish you the same. By the way, about childhood.
Another thought flashed after that
conversation - after all, you...However, for now.