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Мой Сатанизм или Сатанизм в моём понимании(c) Skip_the darkest aka PoP HL/Exult Crew
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What does Satanism mean to me? Who is Satan to me? How
is my life as a Satanist going by? To these and other questions I
I will try to answer in this article. So if you're interested
my thoughts, then read on.
-I-
First, I’ll tell you about how I became a Satanist: I have
There are often depressions associated with various problems and
thoughts. Once upon a time I had quite a long depression,
which lasted about 2 weeks. That's when I met
Satanism. I didn't even know what exactly he was,
but I thought it was something dark, evil (in terms of ordinary
people), unusual... I went on the Internet and surfed the sites,
dedicated to Satanism. First thing I did was download The Satanic Bible
LaVey and some docks from Milhar. After reading them I realized that I
I am impressed by Satanism and my thinking is similar to thinking
Satanists... and went for more documents and books... Well... that's how I
and became a Satanist :)
- II -
So what is Satanism for me? For me this is not a religion, no
faith, a worldview. Satanism provides me
self-improvement, strength, wisdom, independence,objectivity, harmony, individualism, philosophy, path,
life, myself.... I am an atheist and do not believe in Satan, much less in
Christian god. For me these are just symbols, archetypes.
The Christian god is a symbol of weakness, stupidity, and Satan is a symbol of strength,
mind. Satanism gives me the opportunity to live the way it suits me
naturally. He frees me from everything that hinders development
my personality, the realization of my abilities and talents. I
I become one step higher among ordinary people, because... more clearly
I am aware of what is happening and do not succumb to the herd instinct
(or rather, I try. I’m not perfect) Unlike Christians, when
any problem, I don’t run to church and don’t pray for some reason
to a filthy icon and I don’t give all my money to people who are snickering
priests. I'm trying to solve these problems, thinking about the reasons for them
occurrence, etc. Satanism made me more cautious.
I don't lash out at every person who said or did
something is not right for me or my loved ones, with shouts of “What are you doing, dude? I
I’ll call the lads right now and we’ll fuck you in the ass with a hammer!!” I generally
I take all criticism directed at me calmly: if someone
thinks, these are just his thoughts. In such matters I am more or less
I’m calm, I don’t care about other people’s opinions (almost...) I always
I try to find something bad (from my point of view) in myself and
eradicate. I'm trying to work outas many useful things as possible for me
qualities I had the opportunity to come closer to understanding
essence of the world and human society, and use it
understanding in your life. Satanism gives me the opportunity to communicate
with your own kind, with like-minded people.
- III -
How do I live as a Satanist? I don't try too hard
to stand out among people, rather on the contrary, I am aloof from many
of them. Although, my outfit really makes me stand out. In addition,
that I'm a Satanist, I'm also a punk. For many this is absurd, but not for
me. There are many good things about nahke: independence from others
opinions, a punk does what he wants if he can do it and
etc. I also really like cama punk music. Satanists in
in our city of Petrozavodsk there are not very many, and not all of them
are true Satanists. So I have to live with
There is practically only one Satanism, but we have a lot of punks, so
fun happens very often (especially at concerts :) Besides
punk gives me a lot of aggression.
Let's go back to my outfit: black hats (nahkobckue bots on
high soles, kind of kirzachi), black jeans (with a chain on
right side), a black T-shirt or hoodie (with any
symbolism, about which there is no point in expanding now),
red hair and destroy hairstyle (spikes on the head). Also small
attributes such as:chain with lock (on the neck), pentagram or
sign of anarchy (on the neck), leather collar with spikes, leather
bracelets with spikes on hands. I like to wear these things with them
I feel like myself, that’s the main thing. All this makes me strong
makes me stand out from other people (although I wouldn’t say that I
I really want this). Some people avoid me (believers and
all sorts of "smart guys"). Although, my friends and acquaintances are very
a lot... I want to say that there is no need to be afraid that someone will
you will notice, you need to dress the way you like and not perceive
seriously someone else's opinion, although sometimes listen to it if
there are normal arguments and reasoning.
In general, I, as a Satanist, attract many people who do not
However, learn something new. My charm has a positive effect
on those around me and they are somehow attracted to me (not all,
of course). Almost everyone really likes to talk to me,
communicate.
- IV -
I try to stay away from people who are
ardent opponents of Satanism. It’s impossible to hammer something into them
head, they are stubborn and stupid. Not everyone is able to understand what it is
Satanism. Always when I meet a new person and say
emy (to her) that I am a Satanist, then the question immediately follows: “Why are you
do you kill cats? :) Damn, because of stupid journalists and the church
Satanists representsome kind of perverts and maniacs. This
not true. I'm trying to prove this to everyone. Unfortunately, not always
successfully :'( I communicate only with those people who are able
understand me.
-V-
I also want to say a little about music: many Satanists
(even almost everyone) listens to heavy music. I'm one of them too
(punk, black metal, hardcore, speed metal, trash, neo metal,
death metal & all other hard styles). So in life I
quite aggressive (although I hide it in many
cases). This kind of music does a lot for the lives of Satanists.
It infects me with energy, changes my thoughts, gives me aggression, leads to
suicide...
- VI -
Well, for some reason I moved a little away from the topic... Basically, I
I posted a little of my thoughts. Satanism is different for everyone
here I showed only a piece of MY Satanism (though not
very skillfully demonstrated). I don’t know what kind of person you are, so what if
If you don't like what I think, keep it to yourself. And in general,
don’t advise others, don’t meddle in other people’s affairs, don’t talk about your own
problems and thoughts until you are asked to do so. Don't disturb
to no one. I think it will be better this way. If something hits your head
normal(!) wanders off, then email pop_hl@imail.ru
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P.S. Ave Satanas! Hail to Loki!P.P.S. Punks not Dead! :)
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