RESULT:
I also saw you, but detached from earthly things,
Like transparent birds in the aura of a saint,
With an invisible soul, evil
I knew that we were destined to meet again!
To my best friends...
SLIP.
I wanted to put a lot of thoughts into this newspaper, but
I'm pressed for time. As many have noticed, I am always in a hurry to
in my creativity and therefore I make a lot of mistakes. That's right - I
I'm in a hurry. That is why in this article I put all my thoughts into their
summary. Answering some of the questions I ask
myself and fight off attacks from the outside. Let's begin...
About this:
To begin with, about my own glitches: In the introduction, I should have
tell you about the shell itself (it has changed for the better
side). Then I forgot to do it and now I’m doing it now -
After all, it's better late than never.
The control is standard, this is: Q-text up, A-text down,
SPACE-choice or exit, and most importantly - a new one has appeared
softkey ENTER. Some articles use it
click if you want to see a picture or photograph,
attached to the printed material.
The most important thing is my mistakes, alas - alas for me :)
Unfortunately, I used my old music in this newspaper,
because I can’t make a new one right now,(on my NOTBOOK-E there is no
sound card). And the home computer does not have a hard drive
in anxious anticipation.
About cooperation:
If there are people who write poems that are incomprehensible to others,
send them to me, if there is talent in them - I will appreciate it, and maybe
One day I will actually be able to print them.
For now, we'll have to make do with the I-NET project (more on that below). Except
Moreover, if you write something, and this “something” is voluminous and
interesting - let's exchange information! It's true
interesting. If you compose music on SPEC, you can send it
me for the next issue.
One condition: creative thought must be built within the framework
expansion. Why am I explaining to you, there are no standard ones on SPEC
people, so you understand everything yourself.
About the sore point:
I'm a bastard and a cynic, a snob and a prude! Yes I am, and here's why: I
I'm used to people misunderstanding me, hating me, or
are winning. But at the same time they respect and exalt, such is fate
any creative person in this society. People are afraid
madmen, but follow them. Madmen show the way in the darkness,
It's just fun to drink beer with crazy people, and sometimes it can be very
It’s not even boring to drink vodka. Many have convinced themselves of this if
these “many” happened to see me drunk :) I’m crazy and that’s why
I don't pretend to be smartperson. Keep this role for yourself, and
I will take freedom for myself. Freedom speaks in me - I write articles
on a scientific topic, just to become famous. Freedom speaks
to me, these articles make no sense, so while reading them, laugh
above me. Freedom speaks in me - if a person seeks only
fame in his life, he is still worthy of respect. Such glory
passion is like money, love, friendship! Freedom speaks in me
- I'M FREE!!!
Innesa laughed at my article about schizophrenia and
She said that I was confusing concepts and so on. It seems that
she read this article only to find my
errors. Yes, they are there, no doubt, but the original plot and
the core thought apparently eluded her. Innes -
remember, I know what I’m writing about! But I admit that often
I don’t connect the concepts, because there are no scientific and creative articles
nothing more than a prelude to the real work on the book
"CREATIVE PHENOMENON". If you knew how much work I put into this
I'm investing. I also want to tell you that I know the difference between a schizoid and
schizophrenic. But modern psychiatry, although it has separated these
concepts (and she did it only for students and
diagnostic medicine) but again there is a game here
into concepts. That is, if we say that comparing these two terms
I'm making a mistake, doesn't that meanthat all further
Will the dispute be based on the issue of terminology? But
It wasn’t me who started comparing schizoid and schizophrenic, but more respectable people
(A. Lowen, K. G. Jung, E. Bern). And remember, Russian psychiatrists
are brought up according to Russian rules. If you know the story
psychiatry, then please do not ignore the fact that she is in
differs in many ways (especially in terms of terminology) from
Western school. And I was brought up in the school of Freudianism, which
we are terribly disliked, just like in the whole world (decent society is not
wants to discuss sex issues: How rude “SEX” sounds
the basis of life" because today everyone knows - we don’t fuck)!
And keep everything in mind, once and for all: I am not writing these articles for
mind and long f... I, but because I have no choice. Just
strange thoughts ask to come out, but it allows you to give them freedom
SPEC only. Although I'm almost sure that you probably won't read them
who wouldn't, well, if only to laugh at
stupid delitant and thereby lift your spirits - here we are
Such smart people wouldn't write such nonsense in real life! And so
no less, I will tell you this - many smart people think that
they are smart only because they have strange things in their heads
thoughts. And you try to take paper and pen and express these
the very thoughts. This is where a catch awaits you! Express theoretical
material andplanning it are two different things. Sit down and write
something smart, and if you haven’t written much before,
then most likely it will seem so stupid to you! Me too
didn't think much about my mind until one day I thought,
Should I sit down at the table and not write something “sort of” yes
smarter. And he wrote - “Heroes of Alchibar”. It turned out complete
“bullshit”, now I’m reading it and blushing, I’m ashamed of myself. Here
It was then that I thought that it is good to have intelligence, but it is beautiful
Express your thoughts even better. So I'm learning to do this.
Simply put, we have seen these clever people in theory who
in fact, they just ridicule other people’s work, but they themselves can’t
bring it to an end!
For critics of my work:
Friend KEY, you've let my music and even me down a little.
You should know that a lot of people don't like my music (because
I probably don’t show it at all sorts of parties and competitions), but I
artist of microcosm. And if in my soul there is a storm devoid of beats
parts, then I will write music without drummers. Since
it is focused not on the listener, but on the person who
uses art as a tool to convey information. And
also, so you just know: let "METAPHYSICAL REALITY"
boring, but sometimes even
advanced musician, but the whole point is thatsamples for her I
I also wrote it myself. He himself came up with ways to process
sound, which is why it seems a little “gurgling”. Compose music
this is not my prerogative, I just invent something new like that
say "gag". It’s stupid, of course, to invent something in
in terms of creating sound when technology already exists
allowing you to write at home like a professional
studios But it’s stupid to program on SPEC when
technology allows us to do all this a million times faster and
better quality, - for example: at the PC. But mark my words when you
you realize that music is like mathematics and you move on to
keys, all possible combinations, you too (ready to swear)
instead of losing the already lost
melody you want to work in the field of sound, and not all the same
bored with the melody. And beat parts will one day become yours too
don't care - when you enjoy them, that's one thing, but when you
enjoying the creative process is another thing. "Bit" - himself
easier for yourself than a melody or sound waves and sooner or later
Having gone through all its combinations, you involuntarily come to the conclusion that
we need to move on. Remember this - sound and music are only for
delitant way of relaxation, for a creative person it is
way of knowing.
WHO DOESN'T KNOW CREATE CAN CRITICIZE.Andrey:
This man did not criticize me, but rather tried to get me out of
myself while I was arriving in Vlad. He even came up with it for me
special name-calling word SLIPERS - derived from the word
SNIKERS. I don’t know why he wanted to piss me off, but
it didn't work out for him. That is, it seems to have worked out, but this
only a “mask” that I am forced to resort to in order to
copying the true emotional state. If he hadn't
If I was a smart guy, I wouldn’t even write these lines. But
Where there is intellect, there is also my admiration. Andryukha is the most
The main thing is to keep reading and creating. After all, creation is probably
You have talent, and I must say it’s a rare talent. Oh, and
you'll cry!
What am I writing anyway?
They tell me I shouldn't be so outspoken. You can't
but, in the end, put your soul on display. But remember
my motto is to save by public staging of personal drama
invisible wounds! Someone will say - it's a cheap game, - yes it's cheap
I will answer, but again forgetting about myself I go forward as before
inviting you to read all my dreams and scold me out loud. But neither
I still won’t say anything new, even if I yell about
that I'm a necrophiliac! All this lives in us, so who is the fool, the one who
shouts about it, or the one who sings of blindness. I'mjust
traveler, lyricist, I can’t contain my emotions, so
Nature intended me. Why shout about love for your brother? -
but that love is only for the soul hiding a wormhole in itself
becomes disgusting.
Remember Greece, how sincerely then it was held in high esteem
admiration for beauty. But the person is beautiful and for me there is
beauty is not only in a woman's body. I just refuse to wear
a bandage with a label about your own ignorance in front of your eyes!
I want to write, and I write. But I don’t worry about my soul,
there is no shame. There is such a phenomenon as the loss of one’s own “I”, it’s simpler
speaking, self-denial. Many artists do this
when they understand that our “I” is hidden from ourselves by our own light
(Auri Sri Bindo)."
NOT ANYONE, DON'T LISTEN!
And I’ll end this article like this:
You long to enter the light into the shadow of another world
You crave the thrill of hope on your lips
You yearn to become their symbol invisibly
And be a child in their eyes.
But suffocating in the web of astral dreams
You hear the frightening screams of your friends
In your dreams, meaningful, global
You breathe indifferently with every glance.
Closing your eyes, you will see a crucifix, and on it
A white angel imprisoned in flesh suffers
The light coming from the heart goes out in the rain
He is forever doomed to love his friends.
Remember friend, he loves you, let himeven he is different
So forgive him a lot for love
It’s not out of malice, but by nature he’s like that
But in a trembling heart there is light, light will overcome darkness!
With deep respect for those who wander in the darkness without losing
faith and self-respect in this huge red pit named -
Russia is our country of wonders!
SLIP.
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