Introduction.
The devil stood there in confusion,
He saw how good is terrible.
Film "The Raven".
Greetings to the reader who finds the courage to read these
lines. A lot of things have happened lately in
of my life, the main thing is the death of my hard. The main thing
it’s actually not in my personal life, but in my stage life, so
- how this piece of hardware contained all my programs and
software libraries, now they are gone, therefore, not soon
the stage will appreciate my new games. To restore this information
it will take quite a bit of time. But there were other events no less
interesting for my story, I know you all when
played my games and read terrible author's reviews, greetings
and the helpers almost always at least laughed at the style of presentation
thoughts and what is there to hide about mine - the nightmare Russian
tongue. No one thought, probably guessed that I (SLIP) did
I will become a real journalist. And it all started with your
Your humble servant interviewed Lev Durov and brought the material to
editor of the magazine "Best in Khabarovsk". The people honored and endured
The verdict is that I write very well. Now here I am all in
There is less and less time left for work and time for “spec”. But how
a person with fixed emotional connections, - wellI can't
I can't leave him. After all, these are years of work, a lot of letters,
interesting acquaintances and most importantly, only "spec" gives
the right to freedom of speech, not violated by other people’s opinions, and at the same time I
I know that smart, extraordinary people will read and appreciate me! A
such a public is grateful and I am grateful to you for your responses to
my writing. But I won’t answer letters, here’s why: These
those who are proud of their next stage newspaper are engaged,
people are flattered to answer letters on the pages of their newspapers. But I
I’ll be honest, I receive quite a few warm letters, but all
You can feel how people’s interest in the “spec” is fading. I wanted
I wish there were more letters, but there can’t be more. Although here
amazing fact, there were more letters from the newspaper than letters from
EMPIRES-3! I don't know why.
They affectionately accused me of Satanism, but it’s stupid to think that I
Satanist Believing in Satan is childish, but it can be interesting
read anything about Satan in order to get into the spirit of the era.
I was accused of imposing religion, but I did not impose it, I
I just covered some sensitive issues on this topic in order to
I had something to read to you, dear reader. My opinion
there is no and cannot be about Satanism, there is only an opinion about people that
are passionate about mysticism. But I am not a critic, but a philosopher.
When I announced that this publication would be dedicatedreligion, I
after all, Satanism wasn’t specific, so I’ll take the Catholic one
I’ll write to the church - it’s interesting. Want to read about the scene? Take it
pick up the magazine PSYCHOSIS, I just want to select for you
interesting material to get you thinking. On
in my opinion, the most interesting publication on "spec" in relation to
free information is a Science Fiction magazine. But no one talks about him
doesn't even mention it in the electronic press.
Now about scientific articles. This section as one said
critic, should be called nothing less than “PSEUDO SCIENCE”. I
I agree with this person and here's why. Your articles on
I took the medical topic to several serious offices and now,
what they told me - in short, Sklikosofsky mind his own business!
They said so directly! And in the city of Vladivostok, comrade KEY
accused me of simply copying them from textbooks. to me
it's flattering. But the articles are invented from the very beginning to the end
me, this is a kind of prelude to writing a book about creative
for a person - so to speak, the meaningful fruits of soul-searching. Therefore
I ask you not to take them seriously, I could be wrong (more likely
I'm totally wrong). But conclusions can be drawn.
Over the years, my desk has accumulated a huge amount of
drawings from which I wrote to people the characteristics of their mental
states, I came up with this method myself, there will be more about thissaid. Among other things, people often tell me their
dreams for analysis. I value my work, even if the people are smart
They consider me an amateur, but I have a huge trump card
those people who graduated from college. This trump card is myself -
an eternal benefit for oneself. Who else is not creative?
a person is able to reveal the phenomenon of a creative personality. While I
I can’t publish my serious articles on this topic, but
I have a lot of thoughts, so I have to use them for this purpose
"spec". If you're not interested, don't read, don't bother yourself
head!
Now about the poems. Looks like I'm the last person to be sincere
loves poetry. How can you not love her, because there are poems,
which you read like a prayer. The word is like a mantra - definite
a set of sounds can make a person immerse himself in
meditation. Yes, listen to this:
I dig deep and long among the horror and dirt,
Bed for song from the golden river
I have a thousand and one gaping wounds.
How can you not love it? After all, it’s brilliant how the formulas are
Einstein, like Da Vinci's paintings. But according to the verses it didn’t come to me
one letter. In this issue the poems, alas, are not brilliant, I even
I honestly tell you that they have no talent, but they need to give it to the young
the authors are an incentive for further work.
Now about the sad thing:
It seems to methat for the "spec" as a programmer I am completely lost
went into writing novels, a career as a journalist, and cooking
exhibition of my paintings, I have already agreed with the necessary
people, give me a year of time and everything will be ready. Recently
I sent a couple of my novels to the EKSMO publishing house. Curious
will they answer me at all or not? I write too young, I do it myself
I understand. But it’s a lot, about ten pages a day.
(this is my limit for today). If no one
agrees to print them, I will survive, but I need the opinion of those
who has climbed to the top of the literary peak. I need help with
regarding simple advice, what am I doing wrong, to whom in general
You can make a similar request. Khabarovsk in this regard
hole, I'm suffocating in it. We need to work, not write novels -
says my mother. “You must be a fool,” says my father. And both
they think they are unlucky with their son! So there you go!
There is another interesting idea. Collect all the most talented
poems into one book and publish it (if I find a sponsor). A
I can choose really good poems - (it’s so fashionable
word) psychedelic.
I know that now I look like a manic person
trends, by the way, that’s what she told me at the time
psychologist. Only she also added to me that I am not
will turn out to be a composer (the conversation wasabout music), it turns out
composers live somewhere out there, but we only have psychopaths who
They think too much about themselves. But SLIP has always been different (and
even frightened many) that he brought all his projects to completion.
I exchange creative thought for my personal life, I write
frankly, but there is no fear. Human opinion has stopped me
I've been worrying about this for years since I was 18 when my friend left me.
One way or another, I will create and there is no escape from it.
Many thanks to all those people who accept me like this
what I am. Many thanks to those who hate me and
meetings, twirls his finger at his temple:
Oh cold, evil father, thank you, you taught us how to make a fire.
I also congratulate DEMIHRONA on her birthday. All the best to you
and more difficulties in life - so that by overcoming them you grow!
We all love and appreciate you. Seek and you will find. Go and you will come.
BE.
Worked on the number:
SLIP (concept, construction plot)
DRAW (poems)
DEMIHRON (text viewer)
KEY (labeled "BLACK METAL III")
SALAMANDER (Photo Design)
E-MAIL: TOLIK_TREK@HOTMAIL.COM
Thank you so much:
ALCO
GRAY
AXOR SCHAFT
KEY
DEMICHRON
INNESA
FREEDA
LENA
HAVY
TOLIK
FEU
MAX
KREK
ENZO
CITY ACE
ZAJKO
KUV
S. JEEF.
SALAMANDER
DRAW
FENDER (FOR CUP)
DEN (FOR BEER)
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