TAEDIUM VITAE
Have you heard the silence? Have you heard
ever silence? The silence is thick
and hopeless to such an extent,
that everything around begins to ring and
vibrate, unable to worry
is this vacuum bigger? Have you heard
ever snow, heard a groan
monstrous snowflakes, like a shroud,
completely covering houses, cars,
people, sounds, thoughts? Did you hear? If
no, consider yourself hopeless
deaf.
Among all kinds of models
human life
individual's right to
existence may well
implement regular Tetris.
And here it doesn’t have
value, how many millions
flowers are used for
design of the table of records, and
at what frequency do they oscillate?
your eardrums.
Even with all my desire, I don’t
I can determine that moment
when the word game started
make me painfulpleasure; basically any
pleasure one way or another
painful. Maybe it's mine
are the words playing with me?
Unlikely, but think about it
this option won't hurt. C
on the other hand it's a hobby
still harmless - someone
someone is playing with dice
genitals, someone
assembly language mnemonics, and I
I'll play with words.
Multi-colored figures in
some moment of his
existence acquire
element of disobedience to cursor
keys. They are equally fast
fall down. Mixed with
different and at the same time the same
the same as they themselves with figurines.
Each figure can be expanded
into 4 component units.
When trying to look at
familiar and boring things, they
may well be illuminated by the non-inherent
them with radiance. Another thing -
does it exist in this
necessity. Search for meaning in
absurd. Look for talent in
mediocrity. Search elements
tragedy in relations witha whore.
But women are actually the topic
unwanted, although this is a question
just the current state of affairs.
However, sometimes Figures
draw up lines in hope
achieve inner harmony
Glass. Line destroys
figurines - its geometric
correctness is incompatible with
angular structure of the figures.
The figures are transformed.
The line leaves some parts
Figurines. Which are no longer
are figurines in their
absolute representation.
My brain behaves funny
when I take sleeping pills -
he resists from the last
strength; the feeling is very funny. But
surrogate dream is unlikely to work
good for me - I'm starting
confuse reality and fantasy,
I forget simple words and
I know which side
insert paper into the printer. But
these are little things. I even manage
go to work and to university.
The remnants of my mind beg me
stop the violence, but I
bad. Really bad. Not
pay attention to
use of the present
time - in fact it is
past, I'm just lazy
change endings. And not
wait for meI'll arrange
exemplary
hysterical. I will only note that in
that period I had joy
correspond with
suicidal girl -
amazing in its own way
sincerity of correspondence; but
when we're drunk
unconscious expectations
decided to continue in
reality, it hit me
big disappointment - you can
say, communicate with such
I haven't been a stupid creature for a long time
happened. Although most likely
she just wanted one for me
appear. strange and
it’s unclear, I still occasionally
I think about that meeting.
It is equally unclear to me when
attractive female looking for
yourself an online partner for
brief copulation; but
delve into strangers
the insides, especially
women - excuse me.
The figurine represents an element
the existence of the Glass only in flight,
representing the Fall.
Achieving permanent
location distorts
the essence of the Figures that
forced instantly
coexist in a colorful
the mass of the glass. Lines
empty the Glass - thereby
bringing his inner one closer
harmony.
I'm tired of filling mine a long time agolife with meaning. Flounder in
crap of social relations and
hope that's why it's
will turn into sour cream. wind up
life experience, the essence of which
is to die in
a warm bed, not a strong one
hugging a fluffy rope. All
strive to fill life with meaning
- although suddenly there are renegades,
rushing to fill it
senselessness? Those who don't build a coffin
under yourself, and yourself - under the coffin? But
I don't really care at all. Search for meaning
in life - bad style and empty
waste of already unreliable forces
- the special stupidity lies in
that he himself often finds
the victim and subordinates it to his goals
of your achievement.
Overflow of the Glass
does not lead to degradation and
the decline of the system in general, and tothe exaltation of its creator, in the will
which contains
the ability to empty again
glass to achieve greatness
more, but within
digits of existential
counter.
Hardly so foggy
reasoning can create
somewhat completed
picture in the reader's mind:
I, unfortunately, completely
I don't seem to have the skill
even explain clearly
the most ordinary things
audience. However, narrow
the audience doesn't seem to be mine either
profile. (M).Pepka
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