KrNews #08 05 марта 1999

HANGER - Confessions of a hangman.

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             EXECUTIONER'S CONFESSION
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(C) KASP'99



            After sentencing

            You will be introduced injection

            poison. Then, you will consider
            fire in the gas chamber,

            Sitting in the electric chair.

              (K / f "Wrongfully Accused")



  Have you ever thought about death? Or rather not even on his 
death, and about how it is you have to die? I'm not

those who are ill and lies at death's door ...
No ... I'm talking about you, young and healthy. I am sure that 
thought ... After thoughts this is what comes in those moments

when we are bad and everything starts to fall
out of hand. And then you begin to wonder, how will that 
happen? And you begin to wish myself to make it happen in a 
dream and You do not have long to fret. Cursing yourself and 
everyone around if you suddenly discover that you are 
terminally ill. AND glorifying gentlemen, if someone else

otmuchilsya finally went away to another world.
Is not it? Maybe someone reading this
exclaim: "All this nonsense, I never
thinking about death! "But it will be clear
lie. There are always moments when you think about it. Even I, 
arbiter, thought about it many times. Yes, I knew it would ever 
happen. But did not expect it to happen so

soon.

  But I was warned ...


                 ******


  When the messenger of the Apostle Peter came down from heaven 
and told me that I was appointed as executioner's highest court 
to ten years, he first chastised me to be careful. He told me 
about all the intrigues and tricks for which

the soul can go to get rid of me ... To no one did not restrict 
their freedom. He was told that I must will seek, as they still 
do not know my name and found me try to catch, and perhaps even 
"expel." So easier ... Easier for everyone.


  But if I hold on to this position all the time, my soul has 
been promised full freedom for all eternity.


  It was through his advice and warnings, I stayed for six 
years. 


                 ******


  Press, call me crazy avenger, physicians, a paranoid 
schizophrenic with a distinct line of aggressive behavior, and 
the public simply psychopath who should be immediately isolated.


  But all of them, all, profoundly mistaken.
If-b only they could know what
izestno me ... If you-would understand that I
just doing my job ... Let
not very pleasant ... But since I was elected executioner. Yes 
executioner. I am doing sacred mission ... Cast out unworthy

from paradise.

  Yes! From paradise ... And you probably think
that paradise in heaven and hell in hell ... As the same deep 
your ignorance. Although you are not to blame ... After all, you

was not a messenger, and do not explain all
essence of things. Heaven here on earth ... It is here that the 
soul can live happily, do whatever he wants ... Even Finally, 
in the flesh; it is not disappointing. This is a small fee, for 
such freedom. 

  And the heavens ... And what in heaven? You
think that there is fun and easy ... That
Harmony reigns there. And if your body does not
able to enjoy peace on earth
even your soul will find peace and
peace in heaven. After all, perhaps,
just so you and think? But in this you
err. Tell me, how easy is it to be
slave. Do only what you say, not what you want. Spend thousands 
of years creating a new paradise, then to quiet rest on it, 
slowly way or another, destroying it, and

reveling in it.

  You may ask: If it is heaven, how can the same
death. After all, people are dying ... From illnesses, 
accidents or killed in wars. But it's a great game played by 
God. Playing with our souls. He did have to somehow return their

"Slaves." And when the car which was supposed to knock you 
brake at the last time in front of you, do not thank

God, is to thank my soul.

  But the soul, too, lose and lose
often ...

  By the way, too, purgatory is here
on the ground. More precisely purgatory ... They are in fact
a lot ... Only they are called anyway ...
More familiar to us ... Purgatory is
for preaching, but for us just to the Prison!

  It is here that atone for their sins,
it is here that decide where the soul goes
after ... And here I am now.


               ******


  I tried to explain ... Trying to prove ... Even tried to beg 
... Useless ... 

  They do not realize that this does not go away.

  Because it is my mission is sacred. Here
accumulated too much evil from which just need to get rid of.

  They say I'm a danger to society.

  Yes, I killed him. Not just once or twice ... AND
my hands in the blood to the elbow ... So what ... No one 
judges the soldier for what he kills to obey orders. No!

So why is the same judge me for what I
perform the command "top" of the court, because
is more than an order. This will of Almighty God!

  They call me crazy suffered a in
childhood trauma, or are systematically beaten. A
now vent their anger on the whole
the world and benefit from this
pleasure.

  Nonsense! I did not kill for pleasure.
Every murder is still a matter of
I was disgusted. Although the envoy promised
to me it will bring some
satisfaction. Even when I ripped open
victim's stomach and intestines wound on her
neck, even when the victim's throat cut
and her blood gushing into my face flooding
me from head to toe, even when his eyes gouged out or pulled 
language, never, you hear I never experienced from this

fun!

  They call for my help to care for
old in the house of veterans, only a mask
to mask my bestial nature.

  Let it be so ... I do not care about.

  Soon after me will come ... To avert
to meet with "senior" judge and my employer.

  And they will watch ... All of them ...
And when my body starts to shake in
convulsed by the electric
current, when to my eyes go bloody
tears when my hair will start to smoke,
They will stand to applaud congratulating
each other so that at last been able to
get rid of me. From me ... The man who inspired terror to 
everyone who heard about me, so you wake up middle of the night 
in a cold sweat and frantically touching their body in their 
search for stab and cut wounds, as well as other damages.

Man for whom everyone was afraid to go out after dark. Because 
of that you looked nervously across the dark doorway, you it 
seemed that just about out of the shadows will hand with a 
knife and polosnet you by the throat, and you'll stand and 
watch as your Blood gushes in all directions, unable to

to move from fear ... 'll Whisper
bloody lips incredibly banal
phrase - For what? - Not knowing
that this is just payback, payback for
your sins.

  Oh yeah, and I brings to you the horror I instilled in your 
hearts the fear! 

  To me does not even come to the priest ... Not
I came to confess represent.
I am told, I banished from the bosom of the church. And this is 
after I have so much to made for gentlemen. So I have to write 
this his confession on paper in the hope that it ever read.


  Self-an event such as my penalty, may not go unnoticed. 
Indeed, in It is interested every living soul.


  Therefore, for such an event could not
attract television ... To everything, everything
without exception, were able to see this show
live, and relax ... Executioner cast! You can sleep peacefully.

  Ah! I hear their footsteps ... They follow
me. Went the final countdown. Well-Well
Boys and girls sit back in front of your TV. Garner popcorn, 
sandwiches and beer. 


         IT WILL BE NICE SHOW!


                 THE END


                                 KASP'99

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               date 23.02.99. time 14.25