ZX-News #41 30 сентября 1997

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List BBS - The last letter is the network coordinator SPbZXNet.

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                   Coordinator of SpbZxNet


           My last letter


  That was the end of my stay at
Coordinator's office network SpbZxNet. This
my letter - a formal message to the Council
network with a request for early retirement.


  Strange - so much I want to say, but
do not even know where to start. If you have already read the 
section "From the authors', you must be clear and the reasons 
that prompted me to this step, without a doubt, one of the most 
important steps in my life. I simply have neither the time nor 
effort to ensure that continue to engage in any Newsome, no 
network. Year, a year has passed since that moment, as

News emerged, began to emerge as
SpbZxNet. I do not think that has spent
this time is wasted. On the contrary, work on
network and over the newspaper has always brought me
just joy, it was damn nice and
fun to do this, but ... You can not live forever only network, 
because life is so short, so many still have time to do it. I'm 
going, and leave a network, which could not destroy neither the 
timing nor fools, which also had many, nor with our Masom

completely damaged relationships, or slow
the agony of the Spectrum.


  I have until the end believed in people, and the truth will 
eventually win. At the last re-election, which was the question 
of separation of powers Coordinator, and actually about my 
re-election, the separation of powers does not happen, and I 
was the Coordinator. Time - it all and always will put in its 
place - this truth in what is already once confirmed.



  And now it's time to leave. Leaving, I
I feel great sadness and yet
strong relief. I was waiting for new life
new things, freedom! Yes, it is the freedom
dispose of himself, his free time, which will have at least a 
little, but because it will be! I'm still young, dammit.

People, if you know how I'm tired
protrachivat this youth, sitting at home,
buried in a computer without seeing and hearing
nothing but net, but ZxNews, except
e-mail. I'm not saying that all
This is bad, but all should be in moderation.
I - an ordinary man, and sooner or later
must choose how to live this
life. A year ago, I chose the network and newspaper
Now I choose freedom, freedom from permanent commitment, 
continuous responsibility for something and for someone. Work 
learning, the network and the newspaper for a long time were 
all my life, but how is life? One day I woke up and realized 
that all goes according to plan, but I do not want everything 
went according to plan, I'm tired of this monotony. I

do not want to spend a grain free
time on the computer, I do not want to be first in the network 
and at the same time to be her slave. 


  I do not seek and do not ask for understanding, although
would very much like you to understand me,
dear readers. I poured in front of you heart,
probably the last time. I just do not want
that after my departure went any
rumors about his reasons - it prompted me to
write this letter. If you are already in the network
SpbZxNet or Fido, or ever
there yourself, we will surely meet in
any conference, because I'm not going to throw out any computer 
or modem. Tomorrow I'm buying spekovsky monitor, and

Spectrum will co-exist peacefully alongside
with the HRC. I am equally interested in what
new business in our country in both
these platforms. But most importantly, none
of these computers will no longer play
major role in my life, and the thought
somehow easier on the soul becomes.


                        Alex Mikhailov

               Ex-Coordinator of SpbZxNet.

                          20-Sep-1997



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