Here - I don’t want to drink...

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I don’t want to drink                          
                                        
I don’t want to drink I don’t want to drink I don’t want to drink
I don't want to drink I don't want to drink I don't want to drink
I want to drink I don’t want to drink I don’t want to
I don't want to drink I don't want to drink
                                        
not                                      
                                        
ho                                      
                                        
chu                                      
                                        
and do not offer                        
                                        
 this thought related
 images, memory..
 invented time.
 bullshit, the existence of a concept
 infinity, lost among
countless invisible questions
 in the form of the concepts “more” and “less”.
 straight lines, closed into rings,
rings that open into straight lines..
                                        
where did I end up.. damn..                 
                                        
I came to alcohol unconsciously          
quite, in my opinion, a self-sufficient thought,
to be complete, generating its own
natural complementary reflection on how
I consciously refuse alcohol.  
so it can be left.              
                                        
               but what I wanted to say is that
                                        
I DON ' T WANT TO THUNK                          
                                        
   and I say this, first of all, to myself.
                         so as not to forget