Abyss.
The cradle is my heart.
I will try to highlight my musical creativity. So to speak
make a list of everything I managed to do. But first
Still, a few words about why I do this.
Why exactly? Creativity is not only sublimation, it is also
a way to look into the abyss. I know this for sure. I write the music
I started early, but simple music didn’t suit me, I wanted
experiment in the field of sound. Because they're probably real
art people don't take me seriously. I'm an amateur for them and
only. I was often told that somewhere there live true
talents, but I'm just foolish. Once, in the theater I met
one of the true talents. An amazing person, he knew how to
synthesizer to select any music. He was lifted up. I listened and
I didn't understand. There was no fantasy there, there was a scheme there. Regular
arrangements that today the computer can write without
human help. What's the point? Yes, that's what, chocks in
restaurants love chanson, it’s fashionable, it’s money, so, here it is
this is art. Bitter irony.
I'm conducting an experiment with sound and don't stop there.
achieved. Everything I do is nothing more than an escape
his angel (repressed goal according to Freud). I'm looking for what
I lost it once. That's why there's so much fear in music. Cradle -
my heart - this poeticneologism suits me very well
creativity. A schizophrenic is a child in the womb. Man with
schizoid character - born baby. I'm not familiar with being
a child in the womb, but I know what it is to be a baby.
Living a creative fantasy without being able to reach
what you love, appreciate, respect. Without being able to
touch her, touch him. If there was no love in the world and no
If it were hers and him, I wouldn’t write music, but maybe then I was
I would be happy. What's the use of love if you spend your whole life watching
sneaking at those people you love, but you are not there for them. A
They can’t let you go, you’re too interesting for them.
Hence the pain, then creative synthesis and here you go. It
was born.
ASTRAL DREAM.
1-INTRO
2-Astral dream
3-The pain of the universe
4-Two years in hell
5-evil empire
6-Melancholy
7-Irritated sun
8-Diphenhydramine again
9-Applicant
10-Til
11-Til2
12-OUTRO
Comment: the sound in the album is very computer-based. When writing
used old YAMAHA CLM-550 and MPT. Style define
difficult. Just electronics.
SATANIC MANTRA.
1-Blue.
2-City.
3-Diphenhydramine.
4-The road through the looking glass.
5-Meditation.
6-Organ.
7-Fucked up earth.
8-Full Moon.
9-Kiss on the heart.
10-Saturn moon and SLIP.
11-Strange dream.
12-This is heaven.
13th is against war.
Comment: Style - BLACK METALL. Well, veryshameful record.
The sound was mixed without a mixer. Nevertheless, I like it.
BLACK WORLD.
1-Your name is man.
2-Milky Way.
3-I am always with you.
4-Memory.
5-A boy from a distant star.
6-Saturn and the moon.
7-In transcendental dreams.
8-Funeral of melancholy.
9-Sorry goodbye.
10-Rain.
11-Gothic.
12-Shadow of Silence.
13-Church of Satan.
14-Circle of opium.
15-NO NAME.
16-Temple of Darkness.
Comment: Style - electronic symphony. A bunch of violins and
piano. Darkness, fear, melancholy and just a burden. The sound is very bad.
TIL.
1-Til1
2-Til2
3-Til3
4-Til4
5-Til5
6-Til6
7-Til7
8-Til8
9-Til9
10-Til10 (Sex under PCP)
11-Til11.
Comment: Has anyone heard of JAN MICHEL JARRE? Dirty
breed. Plus it's scary and busy.
GLORIA.
1-Our shadow1.
2-Our shadow2.
3-Our shadow3.
4-Our shadow4.
5-Our shadow5
6-Our shadow6.
7-Our shadow7.
8-Our shadow8.
9-Our shadow9.
Comment: The sound is good. Plus I bought a new one
synthesizer. SOUND FORGE/SOUNDE was used when mixing
LAB/MPT/REASON. FREEDA/SLIP worked on vocals. Design
SALAMANDER covers. Style - DREAMS.
METAPHYSICAL REALITY.
1-Metaphysical reality part 1.
2-Metaphysical reality part 2.
3-Metaphysical reality part 3.
4-Metaphysical reality part 4.
5-Metaphysical reality part 5.
6-Metaphysicalreality part6.
7-Metaphysical reality part 7.
8-Metaphysical reality part 8.
9-Metaphysical reality part 9.
Comment: Personally, I'm just delighted. The sound is not bad. Idea
super. Style is vague, some people think I'm just
obsessed with JAN MICHEL JARRE. This is true. Only I have more
fear and depression. Half a year of work and... no one did anything
got it. Abstract music, incomprehensible, formless, scary.
This is an excursion into my creativity. If anyone is interested,
Gentlemen, please send the blanks and load up to your health. If
money will also be added to the blank, I will be happy.
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