Marasmus - Today my Marasmus is unusual. Or rather, not at all ordinary.

Sorrow News #02
 - Marazm -                 
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(c) Werewolves                            
                                          
 Today my Insanity is unusual. Or rather, completely
I don't eat normally. The whole point is that everything
below - I DREAMED. The dream was us-
It’s only real that I couldn’t resist... Maybe
may not seem quite foldable, but it’s
A DREAM, which was written under the impression of
five in the morning...                              
 . . .                   
                                          
 I'm not a horror fan like this.
style, but I can’t help but write down this DREAM.
The most unusual thing about him is that I seem to...
already knew what was going to happen. The feeling that I
either I've seen it before, or it's a certain
a glimpse of my... different, parallel life.
It's five in the morning and I'll try until
I forgot to describe it. I don't remember little things anymore
but the main point...                       
                                          
 Everything happened spontaneously. I was promoted to
my work (and I work in the theater) ranks
assistant chief mechanic. I've never
I suspected a similar profession. Above the theater
between the scaffoldings there was a huge attic,
where wasthe heart of all the energy of the theater.
All this was run by a young mechanic with neo-
common name Soah. Not only his name, but
and the behavior was strange. Always unsociable -
Oh, he willingly communicated with me. But the most
What's unusual is his eyes. The pupil doesn't seem to
it was. Communicating with him, it seemed to me that he
blind, his eyes were so similar to
thorn.                                   
  He showed me all this rubbish that
The attic itself and all its equipment were destroyed.
Confidentially adding that this is the most free
work and that we were both lucky.           
 This indeed turned out to be the case, although many
not with whom I communicated before, now me
avoided like fire. I decided it was from
envy. After all, the work was not dusty, although
and very strange - painfully useless
and stupid. During the performance I turned on everything
switches, then turned them off. But money for
It wasn't small people who paid it.                     
 Over time, I began to feel that my health
The river began to shake.  A permanent
dizziness and severe weakness.        
 At first I thought it was funny, but
That was Soah. Or rather his influence. Feel-
I don't think he's sucking the juices out of me. Gradually,
Comparing the deterioration, I came to the conclusion
that it's really him. Moreover, he has
turned out to be a wife with an unreal, doll-like
beauty, which is always after work
I followed him. When theyfound themselves in-
those, I felt a state close to fainting
Roku. After a month of work, I lost weight and was...
looks like a living skeleton. Acquaintances, seeing me-
Nya, it was difficult to recognize. So continue
I couldn't squeeze.                          
 Later it turned out that Soah has, quite
developed for her age, daughter. She rendered-
be an extraordinary child, cheerful and lively
hellish...                               
                                          
 And at this time, a huge
playing center show. All television channels
cash were filled with advertising and broadcasting of this
oh strange game. The youth gave up everything
my own fun and started playing only this
game. I'll never go into details about this show.
went into it because I’m busy with work and it’s unclear
deteriorating health, I did not have time to come
tee for the evening broadcast, not to mention
to participate in it yourself.        
 One day, going out, completely pale,
fresh air, I met an old acquaintance -
hey, we worked together before. He told
tell me that he is now working as a lighting designer
at this very show and casually handed it to me
according to old memory, a pass to the evening match.
That evening the performance was canceled and I went
- I’ve heard too much, and ra-
it was necessary to ring.                       
 At the entrance I was given five tokens, first
la asked what color I was rooting for
by her. I decided on itred, which caused non-
the annoyance of a certain couple who bought
fifty black tokens at once. then me
brought to an incomprehensible unit - inclined
board with many levers. I understand
along the way, had to throw in these
tokens on top and small buttons attached
give acceleration to the chips sliding down. Sa-
my joke was below. The little ones drove around the field
little punishments. In each of them sat a person.
They were all dressed in different colors. What do I need
I didn’t know what to do, so I watched furtively
gave for the neighbors.                          
 At the signal, the punishments began to move, and mine
The "black" neighbors went wild. Loud
screaming, they threw one after another chips at
board and banging on the buttons with a bang,
They shot them onto the field at high speed.
Having hit the car, the chip immobilized it.
 I tried to make throws, but the first
three chips sluggishly rolled down, not even
having flown out onto the field - I'm clearly not with the controls
managed. But the fifth, cutting through with a whistle
air, crashed into someone's black car and
immobilized him. My neighbors started screaming,
but they were mad and began to spool their
black chips. I finally understand the meaning
this game. Chips of the same color as the car
set it in motion, everyone else -
stopped. The main thing was to retain our
her commands on the field in a moving state.
 The gong rang sharply and in the megaphonewas heard
voice: “Now, my dears, let’s count
losses and... All together... " Roaring Choir
thousands of young throats shouted: "Pointing
finger, show us a hero!" The thin beam became
rushes across the field from player to player until
finally stopped at one of the cars. 
 Shouts of joy and disappointment rushed from
stands - it turns out the spectators were standing still
and on the players. Someone won, someone lost
gral. The count of "working" machines turned out to be
in favor of yellow, with a margin of one over black
nym. My neighbors cursed everything in the world and
so as not to take risks (it’s my fault
this advantage happened), I decided quietly
get out of harm's way.                
 Near the exit, Soha’s daughter ran into me
and screaming loudly, she began to hug me. Okazy-
it appears that the “pointing finger” chose her and
now it will be published in the new weekly magazine
photograph.                               
 “Meanwhile,” she winked, “there’s no
the person from the outside will never win. It is necessary
become familiar. Do you understand me?            
 I didn’t understand anything, but I answered with a smile
that I'm not going to come here anymore.   
 - Passions are running high here and life is in full swing, -
the young heroine began to convince me, but seeing
my condescending face, what-
is heard by all adults who listen enthusiastically
baby babble, drawn out in disappointment
la, - Uh, yes, I see you’re a boring guy. Lad-
bottom, I'll introduce you toMr. Chaos, he
maybe he’ll take you on the team and you’ll understand
what does it mean...                             
 - What kind of Mr. Chaos? - I interrupted.  
 - How ?! You don't know Chaos?! Yes, everything is re-
the clams scream about him. Did you just grow up yesterday?
were you wondering?                                   
 - I'm a busy person. So who is this?       
 - The owner of this establishment. And by the way,
my uncle,” the girl proudly added,
waving me by the hand to the podium, behind which st-
oyal... Oh my God, it was Soah. Like two drops
water. But the face was green, like
to an alien. It was of course a fake
oria and playing for the audience, but very realistic
personally.                                     
 “Congratulations, my child,” the creature said in a deep voice.
nie, - I told you that you would be lucky.    
 The girl winked at me, saying, what do I mean to you?
spoke.                                 
 Turning his gaze to me, I am ready to swear
Xia - the monster shuddered all over.        
 - Why did you bring him? - Not natural-
in the deep voice of a frightened man, he rasped
Chaos.                                     
 - This is my friend, he works together...
 - Get him out of here immediately!           
 - But uncle!?                             
 - IMMEDIATELY !!!                         
 These are the times! I was incredibly surprised by this
behavior. I clearly scared him for some reason. Ra-
having met an upset girl, Idecided
to discover this secret. Something told me -
It turns out that this is not a mere coincidence and it is possible
It may have some connection with my illness.
After waiting for the end of the show, I hid behind the light
new devices. While the people were leaving,
small cars were driving around the field,
tactically picking up chips that were covered
whether the field is a multi-colored carpet.              
 Quickly, so as not to be driven away, I'm with a businesslike
walked toward the podium, nodding as he walked,
Well, supposedly I work here too. Mister
Chaos was giving some orders. Depend-
He ran away from me.                
 In complete bewilderment and with me burning
Out of curiosity, I rushed after him. Having run into
inside the work building, I lost it. Ma-
Moreover, I got lost in countless glass
in the muddy labyrinths of the corridor. Was strange
silence and the fact that there was not a single person
ka.                                       
 Suddenly I heard a noise behind me. Sharply both
turning around, I saw Chaos. I think he was
the most like a mutant. Roaring madly
he was rushing straight at me with his eyes wide open
mouth... God! Instead of teeth there were co-
absolutely not real long and sharp fangs
ki.                                       
 At the last moment I managed to jump back and
the monster, having seated the glass wall, flew out
went into another corridor. I didn’t want to use it anymore.
torture fate and repeat to yourself: “Fire-
I’m looking forward!”, I asked chattering, butlegs like
filled with lead. Turning around I saw
Him. It was Soah. Without a doubt, Soah and Ha-
os - one face... God! Why, Soah is
Chaos, but in reverse! He's disheveled
yawl with his hand pointed at me. I'm lost
consciousness...                               
 When I woke up, I felt ephemeral
body. Still the same corridor, broken wall.
There was an incomprehensible box in the corner. I don't feel-
swaying my feet, I came closer. This reminds
there was a huge cocoon. Looking at him, I
leaned too close. With a sharp click
Then the doors opened and inside I saw...
 It was a doll, or rather Soah's wife. Absolutely
Absolutely white, but not because of the color of the skin, but because...
What an abomination... I shuddered - pus
flowed over her in thin streams. As if
snakes and streams stretched towards me. I'm
tried to run away, but fear allowed me to
just get to the door. Again I felt
a strange barrier, I was pulled back. Powers
as if flowing out of me like a stream. Slam-
uv behind me the door, I saw how white
streams of pus flow down its surface. Be-
I was unable to reap. As if in a dream I uv-
walked as the door slowly unlocked and so
she slowly enters, smiling and beckoning
with your own hand...                             
 - I'm on my way, my dear. Now, now
“I’ll kiss you,” her ugly lips whispered.
would be covered with pus. Unblinking, not having
pupils like Soah's, eyeslooked straight
at me.                                  
 I felt the urge to sleep. Lie straight
Now lie on the floor and go to sleep. How enchanted I am
watched her approach, feeling the smell.
This is what horror and death smell like...               
 My nerves couldn't stand it. Screaming in fear
I rushed at her.                         
 - NO!!! NO!!! Don't come near! LIE! - For-
the creature squealed. Losing strength, I rushed
right at her. Hissing as if heated
coal was thrown into the snow, it deafened my drums -
membranes. I opened my eyes and saw...
wall. The shabby wallpaper of your apartment. I
raised his hand and ran it over the rough surface
khnosti paper. Yes, I'm home...              
                                          
 Dream?!! Looks like a horror movie, bad and
very cheap,BUT IT WAS MY DREAM,from the beginning
ala to the end!                           

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