Prose - Diary of a Red Shoe.

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                 Diary of a Red Shoe

Found by Taras from ARMY
Edited by KAKTUS

   The notebook you are about to read has reached
me as follows.
   On a gloomy autumn day last year I was
in the cemetery where mine was buried two years ago
wife.  Sad at the grave, I headed towards the exit and
I saw a girl about 23-24 years old not far away. She stood at
dilapidated grave, which had just
put a modest bouquet.  I had a hard time reading
faded inscription: last name, first name, patronymic, date
birth, death. The woman buried here died
22 years old.  I asked the girl who she was related to
the deceased and why she died so early.
   “This is my friend,” the girl answered, “and the situation is
the circumstances of her death are so unusual that briefly
you can't tell about them.
   Extremely interested, I asked if
It's not hard to tell.  We said goodbye until the evening and
I was already heading towards the exit when I suddenly heard her voice:
   - Just a minute!
   I'm back.
   “Take this letter,” she said, handing it
a notebook for me - this is what she wrote to me not long ago
until death.
   I thanked him and left.
   Arriving home, I sat down on the sofa and gulped, without stopping,
I read these notes. They couldn't help but get excited.
Judge for yourself.

   ... "You write that you are veryI'm concerned about the question
intimate relationships with men.  At twenty years old
- this is quite natural. I don’t know what to advise you -
to tow. I'd rather tell you how it all happened to me,
and you will draw conclusions.
   This happened two years ago. Do you remember when my
Did you celebrate your birthday?  ...Arkady Ilyich - yes, yes,
- our physics teacher congratulated me, made
several compliments and invited me to go with him to
theater   Can you imagine how flattering I was!
I wanted everyone to know about it, but it was necessary to say...
chap: he has a wife and two children.
   At first I felt very awkward in the theater,
but he was so attentive and simple that I soon got used to it.
   After the performance he walked me home. And when
We said goodbye, he asked me to kiss him.
I kissed him. He hugged me so much that I almost
I gasped, and he began to kiss my hands, lips, eyes
and several more times. With great difficulty we parted.
   After that evening we started dating.
We went to the theater and cinema together. We kissed a lot.
He knew how to kiss somehow so that I became
weak-willed.  One day he invited me to a friend's house.
His name was Boris. We drank. We talked about our relationship
They didn't notice how the evening passed.   Boris
offered to spend the night with him.   Arkady Ilyich asked
can I stay?  And although I was embarrassed
and scared, I couldn’t leave.  Boris providedus
with Arkady his bed, and he went to sleep in the kitchen.
   As soon as he left, Arkady grabbed both of me
hands and literally pressed his lips into mine. They stood for a long time
we do this without moving. He squeezed my chest painfully
and kissed me so hard that I could no longer stand on my feet.
Arkady let me go and turned off the light.
   “Take off your clothes,” he said and began to take off his suit.
I began to unbutton my dress, but my hands didn’t obey me.
and I barely took it off.  Then I did the same, nothing
thinking, they took off their shoes.  Arkady has already undressed and
came up to me.  He stroked my bare back,
lowering his hands lower and lower.
   “Take off the combination,” he said.
   I started filming.  He impatiently pulled it off and I
I was left in my shorts and bra.  Instantly I
I felt his hand between my legs.  Other
he frantically unfastened his bra.   Blood
rushed to my heart.  I felt like everything
inside there was literally a rush to pour out into something unexpected.
imaginable  I frantically tried to breathe and couldn’t
could.
   “Lie down,” he asked.  I obediently lay down, he sat down with
next to me, took both breasts and began to take them one by one
kiss.  Then he pressed his lips to the left breast and
began to irritate the nipple with his tongue.
   His every touch was extremely pleasant.
I wanted to kiss him for the joy he
delivers to me. We merged in a kiss. chest underneath him
moaned with her fingers. Breaking away, hetook my right
hand and kissed it for a long time.
   Then he pulled it down and I felt
in his hand his penis.  Arkady squeezed my fingers around
member and moved it up and down several times.
   “I don’t know what to do?” he said, “you’re a girl and
It’s better for you to remain her... but I’m a man! ...
What do you think?
   “I don’t know,” I answered, “everything is mine in your hands.”
future...
   He again ran my hand over his penis several times.
   “Okay, I’ll try from the edge,” he said.
   - Don't be afraid, take off your panties.
   I froze. My hands became cold and filled with lead.
   “Don’t be afraid,” he repeated.
   And I felt his hand carefully,
centimeter by centimeter, she pushed my last
protection  Just a second! ... And I'm lying completely naked
in front of him.
   He lay down on me, pressed his lips to my lips,
but I no longer felt his kisses.  All mine
the thoughts were there. I was waiting for this terrible moment - pain,
passion, delight. I was shaking.
   He easily spread my legs and lay down between
them.   I'm all tense.   Here's the very edge
big lips I felt the head, which
gently pushed them apart and tried everything
on and on.  It was so nice that
I leaned forward and... instantly felt
sharp pain.  The pain made me lean back.
Arkady immediately pulled away and asked:
   - Does it hurt?
   “It hurts,” she answered.I.
   “Well, I won’t do it anymore, I’ll go quietly,” he promised.
he spread my legs again.
   Again I felt his dick penetrate
into my insides.  I wanted to grab him
but barely spreading the sensitive parts of his body, he slipped out,
it was like a tub of cold water.  It's true he's right there
again entered this place.   Touch him
Each time it became more and more pleasant.
But Arkady got carried away and again I felt
sharp pain.  Again he pulled away.  And so several
times .  I felt pleasure and pain.  I'm tired of
unpleasant irritation.  I wanted it all
resolved quickly.  Arkady tormented me himself
exhausted.
   - I can’t! - ... he moaned, - I feel sorry for you.
Better stay a girl...
   “Of course,” I whispered.
   “That’s what we’re following,” he suggested.
   - Apply saliva to your breasts from the inside.
Here, here, lower and to the stomach, and above...
So, - with these words he easily sat on me
I wrapped my legs around my stomach and put my penis between my breasts.
   “Now squeeze it with both hands,” he showed
how to compress. - That's it... don't be afraid, push harder.
   And he began to move his penis between her breasts. It's all for me
it was very interesting.  A few minutes later he
suddenly he gritted his teeth strongly, jerked out of his penis
A stream as white as milk splashed out.  This is the first time I
I saw this one endact in men...

   A few days later, Arkady sent his family to
dacha and we met at his apartment.  On this
since I felt freer: we were already connected
something intimate, ours.
   Arkady put the table next to the sofa.  We drank and
started kissing. I again felt his hand under my skirt.
   “Take off your clothes,” he asked.
   I undressed, and he also took everything off.  Immediately I
I felt his penis at my feet.  Arkady put
me across the bed, and he remained standing next to
beds.  Stroking my legs, he lifted them towards him
on his shoulders and, clasping my hips with his hands, began
slowly insert the penis between them. It was nice again
and it hurt, I trembled.  He could barely contain himself.  Having brought
me to unconsciousness, he leaned over
forward and took my breast in his hand, my knees were
almost pressed to the chest.   In this position he
continued to move his penis further and further.
The head increasingly rested against the barrier. It hurt
but I tried not to moan, because after each
of my scream, Arkady immediately moved away and this
it was the worst thing.   Without hearing my cries,
he apparently got carried away, I felt his head
broke through the thin film and the entire vagina was filled
his member. I gasped, but everything was already done...
   He moved his dick back and forth.  I felt
a little pain and inexpressible pleasure.  Movementscontinued again and again.  He let go of his breasts and lay down on
me.  Something was coming that I couldn't
imagine.  I was suffocating, a wave was growing inside
unprecedented feeling.  The feeling was so
strong that I was afraid - I couldn’t stand it
will happen .  Suddenly, it's as if everything is inside me
illuminated with an unbearable light.   I involuntarily
rushed towards the feeling piercing me,
and a hot wave of blood shook my body.
It was incredibly pleasant...
   It seemed that this feeling lasted a whole
eternity.  I don’t know how long I lay there, no
able to understand what happened to me.  Then
I felt my vagina moving again
large, already become a native, his penis, he plunged
further and further.  It flashed in my head:
"Squeeze! Squeeze harder to feel how
The head is moving inward and is already penetrating the uterus."
Once again I was overcome with a feeling of approaching ecstasy.
Waves of blood rose stronger and higher. I wanted to
speed up this desired moment.   I started too
move towards the penetrating member, and not
could refrain from crying out when it all happened again
already brighter and more pleasant. Again I couldn’t come to my senses.
Arkady, seeing my condition, moved in the same way
without taking out your penis.
   “Well,” he asked. - Nice?
   - Very! - I answered.
   - Well, now“I need to cum,” he continued.
   - Do what you want!...
   And again, like last time, he came between
breasts. Tired, we lay next to each other for a long time, he
spoke about the features and techniques of sexual life
(they don’t write about this in books).  Then I went
wash up.  We drank some more and fell asleep.  I woke up
from a terrible heaviness in the stomach.  There's something inside of me
it was - Arkady was lying on me.
   “I wanted to wake you up like this,” he said, laughing.
I grabbed him and these things started again with nothing
incomparable caresses. The rhythm of our movements became more and more frequent
and became more frequent.  Arkady grabbed my chest painfully,
a strong discharge ran between the breasts and clitoris
and I began to beat myself up in the ecstasy of a new explosion...

   We met almost daily.
Arkady came up with all sorts of ways.  I went to bed
on the side, on the stomach.  He himself lay on his back and
gave me the opportunity to do what I wanted.
Each method evoked new sensations.  Especially
it gave me great pleasure to lie down on
his member, turning to face his ass.  Then I
stretched her legs towards his face and during intercourse we
lightly tickled each other's heels.  Pleasant waves
trembling overcame me so quickly that I immediately
I was cumming.  It was possible to end up like this several times.
I lived only for this.  There was nothing in the world for
me except these meetings.  I felt unspeakablepleasure and didn’t think about anything.
   Arkady made sure that I didn’t get pregnant.
First he came between the breasts and between the thighs,
and then we began to use all kinds of means.
A new world opened up for me when Arkady first
came inside me, in the vagina, and a hot stream
hit the uterus.   First menstruation after this
was a great joy.  Everything went well,
it has already become the cause of a new untested
pleasure by me.  I told Arkady that I have
menstruation, when we were already excited by caresses and
he started to undress me.   This made him happy and
upset.   He rushed around looking for a way out.  wanted
cum between the breasts, but then, realizing something,
began to tell me what methods they resort to
women to avoid getting pregnant.  He told
that many copulate in the mouth, in the anus and in
other intimate places.
   “Kiss him,” he said, moving his penis towards
to my lips.
   It seemed incredible to me.
   - Everything is very clean... Then you will
to experience pleasure,” he said.  Holding mine
head with his hands, he pressed his penis to my lips. I wanted
say something and suddenly the penis was in my mouth.  Nothing
there was nothing unpleasant.
   “It’s even interesting,” I thought.
   Arkady corrected me when I bit down hard
his dick with his teeth. He talked about how to hold your lips and tongue.
His excitementbegan to be transmitted to me too.
In some strange way I felt as if he
the penis is in the vagina, as with normal
intercourse. It was very interesting and the heat was already pouring in
my whole body.  He reached extreme excitement
several times his dick almost penetrated his throat.
I freed myself from him by moving my head away.
   “I’m going to cum now,” he croaked, “don’t pull away,”
swallow!  This is the purest liquid... So...
Yes.  - He hit me hard with the tip in the sky
and a hot stream washed over my entire mouth.  So as not to
choke, I took a strong sip and swallowed
everything he poured out.  He held his dick in his mouth for a long time,
until I calmed down.  And I lay there motionless
trying to make sense of a new sensation for me.
   “You see, it’s okay,” he said,
taking out the penis, - then you will like it. We were lying
near .   He was resting, and I was mentally all to myself
imagined how the penis slowly fills the mouth,
lips glide over his thin skin.  I wanted
take it in your hand.  I got up and sat down next to
Arkady.  Taking the penis with both hands I pulled it down
skin.   The head became free and I thought that
now that he is so small, I could
swallow it whole.   I wanted to take it
in the mouth.  I took the head with my lips.  When I'm a little
once I ran my tongue over his skin, I felt
howliterally before my eyes my dick started
increase and tighten.     Arkady was lying
motionless, and I moved my tongue and lips, experiencing
inexplicable pleasure.   I'm such a pleasure
I didn’t experience it even during normal intercourse.  Both
I grabbed his testicles with my hands and pulled them hard
down.  Arkady was in pain, but I didn't care anymore
I could help it.  I wanted just for a second
pass it through your throat.  Feeling like I'm exhausted
and I'm about to scream, I ran over it for the last time
hands, and at the same moment when the hot liquid
splashed down my throat, I experienced such an inexpressible
a delight that I had never experienced before.

   The next meeting was a day later.   I already
I imagined how I would take his dick in my mouth, but
Arkady came up with another way.
   - Let's try it in the anus.
   I agreed.
   “It’s going to hurt a little,” he warned, “we’ll-”
apply Vaseline.
   I stood near the table and he smeared everything on me
Vaseline.   He leaned me towards the table and began with force.
push your dick into my ass.  It hurt
but when the member penetrated there and began to touch some
there are organs there, I experienced something incomparable
pleasure.  Having adapted to this situation,
I straightened up.   He took my breasts... and you didn't
can you imagine what pleasure I
experienced...

   So in every possible waydiversifying pleasures, we
met him several more times until he
I didn’t get leave and didn’t go to the country.  Left
alone, I really missed you.   Everything turned gray, no
interesting.  I remembered the meetings, caresses of Arkady and
I just didn’t know what to do... It can’t continue like this
could... Once when I was suffering from insomnia,
I went into the kitchen and found my flatmate there,
Sergei K. Do you remember, he still courted me in
school?    After serving in the army, he again became
look after me.
   “Sonya,” he said, “I’ve been wanting to talk for a long time.”
with you.   We've known each other for a long time, come out
marry me.
   Frankly, it was somewhat unexpected, although
I knew for a long time that he liked me.
   “It’s too late, Seryozha, I’m not a girl anymore,” I answered.
   He stood holding his head for a long time.   I got ready
to leave, but he stopped me and said
in a changed voice:
   - Anyway, Sonya, I love you, it’s okay.
Come out, everything will be fine.
   - Thank you, Seryozha, you are very good, but I
I don't like it.   He begged me to agree for a long time, but
I didn’t want to deceive him, my thoughts were with Arkady.
   “You will find another good girl,” she persuaded
I him. - And I agree to be your mistress today,
for one night, just for today.
   We came into the room.   He hugged me rather awkwardly
I didn’t even have time to settle in properly whenI finished immediately.  I didn't feel any pleasure
although he was well built and quite handsome.
He thanked me for a long time, asked me to change my mind,
and then lay down on me again, apparently experiencing great
pleasure.    And again, not having time to settle down,
I felt how he had already finished.   I got up
got ready and was about to send him home,
but he was waiting for me excited and I began to get ready
to a new act.  This time he enjoyed himself somewhat
longer and I was already starting to get ready to cum
together with him, but alas, he did not wait for me. Yes
the fourth time is over.  It was nice, but
there was no satisfaction like there was with Arkady.  Noticeably
tired, we said goodbye to him... forever.
His further attempts to continue our relationship
were to no avail.  Making sure that everything is between us
over, he soon fell behind.

   In the fall I met a military man. His name was
Nikolai.   We started dating and soon he did
I have an offer.   I told you what I had
unsuccessful romance.   This did not deter him and we
signed.   Nikolai was quite handsome and
strong man.    Constantly being with him, I
I constantly got used to it and soon began to experience
satisfaction from intercourse with him.  But what happened
I wasn’t with Arkady.   At other times I wanted
take his dick in your mouth, feel it straightgut
fills the hard, delivering the extraordinary
pleasure body.    I came up with the idea to teach
Nicholas to some techniques and methods.   Do it
I had to be very careful.   I had no idea how
he will treat such awareness on my part.
One day I told him that I thought I heard a conversation
women about not getting pregnant they take
dick in mouth.  He also heard about it and we decided
try.  I tried to pretend that for me
this is new, and if sometimes I forgot, then he attributed
this is due to their masculine qualities.  Soon I started
burdened by such a life and when Nikolai suddenly left
on a business trip, I was very happy.  I wanted to
see Arkady again.  I came several times
in the evening to his house and soon we met. Having learned
that I was alone now, Arkady suggested meeting
I have.   The fabulous days began again, which took
my thoughts and feelings.
   Arkady has told me more than once about the narrowness of the current
views on the sexual issue.
   “Science has proven,” he said, “that not one
a man, no matter how healthy he may be, is unable
completely satisfy a woman.   And so, - developed
he thought, - a husband and wife live, they got together
in order to please each other.
But the husband cannot give the greatest joy.
Nobody blames him - you can't jump over your head.
But really notexit?... Yes.  Invite a good one
friend-buddy and give her together the pleasure
which she deserves.  Simple and good.  And between
so look. - He read me an excerpt from Persian
letters" to Montese, where one woman describes the life
in heaven.  There, two men took turns pleasuring her.
I also remember in ''The Tale of Poor Lovers''
Protolini, I read how two friends were invited to
imagine one of the heroines of this book, Olympia, and also
queues dealt with her.  - Our relationship,
- said Arkady, - above petty egoism.  you for
me, and I am for you.   Let me invite one
our friend and we will sincerely do together
with you everything you want.
   I saw that he sincerely wanted to give me
pleasure and agreed.  The next day he
came along with Mikhail, about whom I told you earlier
talked a lot.  They brought appetizers and wine.
We moved the night table to the sofa and sat down.
three of us.  After three glasses had been drunk,
Arkady began to praise and show me what kind of
breasts... legs... Very soon I was left completely
undressed.  They also took everything off and laid me down
on the sofa.  Mikhail lay down with me first.  I was
a little embarrassing, but he did it bravely and competently
my business and I calmed down.   He had a dick
huge.  It penetrated to the uterus.  It seemed that hewill reach to the very heart.   It was very nice.
Several times I managed to look at Arkady,
the fact that they caressed me in his presence made
enjoyment of even more sophisticated and acute...

      (TO BE CONTINUED....)